People don't understand that I get very emotional over this "thing" now and I believe some people are take advantage of it and trying to make me seem unhinged because of it. I am the victim and that is a LOT different than having many people terrorize and hurt me! It isn't a survival show; it is merely a WAIT period to be a friend with a doctor!
It should not be a life, or death situation, or a medieval torture chamber! This has been abusive and I believe that factor has should invalidate some of the time constraint!