All I need to know is that you care for me and I can have some peace of mind. It has been beaten out of me. I cannot even know if I have cancer, or not. Most people could not rest wondering about it. Everything was designed for my failure. It is all just so terrible to do to an innocent person who is nice. The people planning and carrying it out against me are diabolical and terrorizing monsters, yet I have been put
 into the role of the evil witch.