If I am able to speak with you sometime, I will follow your lead. I will not interrogate you, or ask you anything much past how are you? I want to hear your voice and give you my support. We need that delicate treatment at the beginning. So, just know I love you and I am not angry with you. I am angry with them for doing this and dragging you into it. Call me when you feel able. I just want it to be back to normal with you and better. Okay? I wish we could go away and just get back to speed after 5 years. I know it feels raw. Always be gentle with yourself and be very careful.
You are loved.