Doesn't a person who waited 5 years to be your friend and who worried so much about you her health got worse deserve to see you? I want people to know that even after all this time we can still be friends. Isn't that possible?It  woulds how strong were both are! I want to protect you and if you could keep an eye on me....I would feel so blessed. I won't do what I did again. It was a tsunami of emotions. It took me off guard. I will be good.