I know I am responsible for my own life, but hearing you speak to me would make it delightful. It is my dream. It used to be so fun. I would be so excited knowing you would call. It made everything so vibrant and happy.
Remember when we enjoyed those calls,? Did someone do aversion therapy on you? I am so sad. Am I someone to be avoided? Yeah, I know who wants that. Why do people feel they need to jerk people around? I like people as they are, no mental manipulation. You were always so interesting and fun. You have been the most lovely person I've ever known. I miss you so much. Be well, my friend. Find your way back again. You are the only one I will ever care for so deeply.