So, it was all a joke against me? Why? I guess I was frantically worried about you for nothing. All my poems were about someone I didn't know? Why did this happen? Had you said "go away" I would have done that; not frozen in sadness with such extensive grief for 5 years. I really do not understand. How long did you think a restraining order went on? You are intelligent, right? Are they drugging you? This is so strange. If they are keeping you imprisoned, do you have the freedom to do as you please? Why not break away from the cruel people? I was so excited about the end of the restraining order. I prayed for you each night. I loved you so much. I am again, stunned. Just be well, call if you need/want. Love always, H