I am going through a depression, I suppose. I am frozen and sad.  I was so happy thinking I could see you again, but now all the life is sucked out of me. I don't feel like even moving a muscle. All I feel I can do is sit here and maybe write about not feeling well.
I think someone removed my insideds when I wasn't looking. All I am is a blob of sadness. I don't want to eat, or do anything good for myself. I have barely existed since you went away. It has hit me so hard.