You know I love you. I love even the smallest things about you. You have been my joy, my strength during all the hideous days and hours. You did what you could to make me feel loved and supported. You kept me alive, you lovely, lovely dream of my heart. It just seems like my feelings for you get stronger by the hour. I feel so sad, because it is hard for me to to hurt others, but then I get so angry!
Help me!  I need your input!