Why did you ask me to become a friend? It was just to get me to drop you, I guess, but why all the kindness? It made me love you. I don't understand. I would love to talk with you. Will you? Why was it all so brutal? That isn't you. I will never believe it. I only stayed alive to see you again. You wouldn't hurt me, would you? I pray for you each night. I need to know. I am someone who is also of worth. Why would you want to be with a monster? People who torture innocent people.  That makes no sense. They hurt you.