I really don't understand why they won't let me see you. What do they think I would do? I am not anyone who could hurt anyone, least not you. I would love you no matter what. I don't have a life any longer, so I guess what happens to me is a moot point. I have restraint and decorum and would only hug you and say hello. I fell apart a bit when hearing you were going to call an attorney, because I thought it was all going to happen again and I could not bear it, but even seeing you for a moment would be my dream. I know people change, but they are always themselves inside and that is who I love. I don't want to die without ever seeing you again. Please don't let it happen, please?