Remember, I will be as casual as you desire. I don't need to be anything more than you want. I would enjoy being able to see you whenever you want/can.
I know I am no one special.
If you are going to tell me you don't want to see me ever again, please do it so I don't feel too terrible. I have waited so long to see you and hear your voice, I just don't know what I would do. I am just confused and thinking the worst. This has been very hard on the emotions.
Maybe I would just drive away and not stop.
Please just know I have never blamed you and my heart was always  caring for you.