I just came in from praying for you. I like that it feels like I am connecting with you. It is the best I can do, so I try and make it lovely.
Sorry if I say, or do some dumb things. I am just trying to survive. If I knew beyond doubt you were okay,  I would feel so much better.
Try and feel my love; it is always going to you.
I hope you don't mind my letters I share. I get upset when people speak for you and tell me how you feel about me. I only want that to come from your own lips.
I am aching to see you again. I hope you smile at me.
I love caring so much about you. I think we would have nice times, if you want, that is.