Please forgive me. I am very emotional. I miss you so much and I am so worried you will not want to be my friend. I am no one special, but you are everything to me. I adore you.
I see my son's lady looking at him with such love in her eyes that I don't worry at all about how she feels for him, I know it must be the way I looked at you too. It's like looking at her face so full of love mirrors mine for you. I think you knew. Looking into your eyes was the most beautiful experience in my life, along with holding your hand. I wish I could do it again. I live for that day.