I keep thinking I must prove myself to you, but I should prove my faith instead. You already showed me many times your sweetness and trust in me. I just live in my own head right now, and since I put myself down a lot, I just assume others do too, but I just need to remember your kindness to me. You have never been unkind to me. I know what was forced of you and what was not. That is why my heart trusts and loves you. I want the chance to prove to you that you are the one for whom I would give my life, and prove it with my caring and dedication
I need to stop worrying how you think of me, it is twisting up my insides. I will show my feelings, because I cannot keep them silent. I never will.