Please don't let me alienate you with anything I might say during this difficult time.  I am a little worn down and flustered, but when I go into my full throttle mode of you in my head, I feel so much better. I actually get moments of hope. You make me smile in the midst of all the pain.
I just get so blown away with the abject cruelty of some people
I made the mistake of telling thst psy that I am an empath, so she made sure to have many people try and make me feel like scum. I get stunned by people who don't care what the do to others.

I wish I could hold your beautiful face in my hands and say good night to you. ...I would have a difficult time letting it go.
Be well, be blessed.
Good night sweet one. I will see you in my dream.
H