I am obviously forced to resign myself to the situation in which I have found myself. Waiting and refraining was never the issue. The issue that has been the sadness of my very soul has been the abject brutality to which I have been subjected.
There was absolutely NO JUSTIFIABLE REASON FOR THE CRUELTY MR. GUASCO HAS INFLICTED UPON ME!
He KNOWS that he created this entire thing as a means to derail the underlying purpose of my becoming a social acquaintance of my doctor. He has used each and every means of brutal cruelty to inflict upon me, lies, confusion and screaming into my face both by  himself and the others he incorporated into the situation.