Have a lovely day! You are in my heart and in my thoughts! I picture you walking past the doorway and smiling at me. I hate that I will miss your birthday. For all I know you have big plans for a fun time.  All I can do is think of you and pray for you. I want to hug you and hold your face in my hands and hold it in my mind forever.
 Maybe it sounds corny, but I have waited so long just to catch a glimpse of you and hear your voice talking to me. I keep thinking I am asleep and you are trying to wake me up. It is making me cry.
Life is cruel.
You are loved.