I know I was treated badly and I was frozen, but I am sick of myself. I have made some idiotic mistakes, but I want to understand what was done and why. If I dont see you again at least I will understand things, because I think some asses need to be kicked. You have not been treated well and that is not fair. You really should stand up for yourself and tell them to go to Hell, but I am not in your shoes. I don't know the complexities of the situation, but I sure know how a person should be treated. I don't think you have gotten the respect you deserve. You have been treated like a chew toy. I hate it. You are such a lovely person.