I have no expectations about anything in life. It is like my life has turned into one constant game of dodge ball. My mind just keeps on trying to recover from all the blows. It has turned into the land of self-protection and turning a bad situation into hope. It is often tenuous, but I try and turn a glimmer into full blown flames. I never knew I could be so resilient, but sometimes, it just balances on the precipice.
It gets wearing.