You need to stop doing what you are told. Are you hypnotized? Her parents know you are easily controlled. Try a little civil disobedience!
Civil disobedience is an important part of a democratic country because it is one of the driving factors that allow individuals to exercise their rights to free speech and speak up against an unfair and unjust government and its laws.
Let's see how much she likes my V.M. messages.......I said that what she does to you makes her seem crazy.
I said we don't own people in the USA.
She's been trying to kill me; I have a right to be angry!
I am going to send the big letter to her boss Monday. Then see about small claims court, or a demand letter. Or demand letter first, then small claims. No attorneys are allowed in small claims Ct. Just know it isn't personal. OR I could sue HIM!
Okay, I am thinking that I can take a case to small claims court saying the restraining order(s) are invalid. I would have it against you, but we both agree that that it is false and drop it. How about that?
Feedback please.
I know you weren't happy when you asked me if I were happy. I wanted so much to do that for you. Is that why my gifts were such an annoyance? Was it because I took time and effort to find things that I thought might make you happy? I would have done anything to make you happy. It was all that mattered to me.
It actually still is. You mean everything to me, but I don't know what to do. I don't like being nasty, but I hate anyone who is cruel to you.
What I don't get is why does she want you when she has had to tried so hard to make you into someone who could fit her? Plus, why hurt the one you are supposed to love? It would be frightening to wonder if one day to the next if you are going to be loved, or despised?
I would be grateful for a glimpse of you, for a smile in my direction. I have been away since 2016; did she hold you, love you and make you feel special and beloved? She fights for you and is willing to kill for you, but is that the attention someone wants?
I'd rather snuggle with you and giggle like a loon and look at beauty and realize it cannot compare to the depth of the magic in your eyes.
You know because of that whole breast cancer craziness, nearly each night breast cancer creeps into my night thoughts. I go through having it on one side, then it slides to the other side, then it travels into my brain and erodes it into a blob of strawberry jelly.
They are in Half Moon Bay in the movie. The place I adore and where we were going to go work on the cemetery. Remember? I would love to work there. Do I remember correctly that your mother is at the cemetery at the top of the hill before heading down to HMB. I have been wanting to go visit B's resting place and leave her a rose. I am a cemetery type of person. So, her hubby is not nearby? I know it is not my business, but they looked like such a loving couple. They warm my heart. I mean I was talking to them each night for several years.
I would love to go to 1/2 Bay with you sometime, if possible/if you can/if you want. It is very special to me, you are very special to me.
It feels like I have always known you and always will. It would just be nice to have some time left to do it.
how are you doing today?
What are you doing today?
Wish you were here.
The people in the movie are joining the "mile high" club. Looks uncomfortable.
Yes, I am am playing "Rumor has it." getting my Pasadena fix.
Wrigley Mansion is in the blood.
I just paid $9.70 for organic, sugar free ketchup!! I know, crazy!! The grocery stores don't always have a good supply of items.
Should I come get you today?
I want to........
I don't know what to do. What if all those years I could have been seeing you, but missed out
and never do?
I mean, she is fighting so hard to hold you to herself, but does she even care?
Who abuses who they love?
Why is that anyone else's decision?
I don't understand.
I am no one special
Why all the fuss over me? Is it really just what I have to give that
they care about?
I would like to live. I would have been happy to be able to see you when you could; now you are only a picture, a dream and the way my heart beats faster. I don't need to own you, why does anyone?
I just wanted to love and admire you. Why turn something so beautiful, into something ugly?
She wants to own and destroy at the same time. Doesn't she care that she is hurting you? Why does anyone go along with it?
It is crazy!
Time goes away and never returns. Taking time is the worst greed.
At least I may visit you in my heart and you come to me on your own.
I cry, but I hold you close
No one forces you to come.
Rest in my loving arms
Stay.
Beloved.
I don't suppose you heard from any neighbors I mailed my fliers to.....not many yet, but some to the people nearby.
I love that you still have your fun sense of humor! You have gone through so much, and still keep a great attitude. I really admire you.
I was basically telling her on the answering machine that I was sick of her frightening me and putting me on false R.O.s I will need some support, okay?
I wanted to suffer with you, but they were making me the bad guy. I am not going through another 5 years. Don't allow them to do that. she would not let them push her around. It makes me angry that they treat you so badly. I don't mind for myself, but I am not important, you are. I would stand up to her. I just think she is miserable. All you have to do is tell an authority figure that you don't want it any longer. No one should, or can make you keep something you don't want.
Please, let me come get you soon! I will mail out the letter to her boss too. Did anything bad happen after Friday? I wrote to the one woman, her sister (?) and then called the parents. they bury their heads in the sand.....I will send the boss's Monday to all her locations. Are you safe? Do you have a TV?
I wish you would call me; I know.... I miss you so much.
Should I have the PD check up on you? I worry they will refuse, but if you feel scared, I will do it in a moment.
Is she being nice? Nice enough? My renter and I can get you, in a moment, when you need. Tomorrow afternoon? Tell me a time, please sweetie. Early am?
Be tough for me; I want to get you out of this!
Even if you don't want me, get out of this mess!
I love you with a passion!
First chance you get remove the impediments to helping you.
My friend said I should move to Europe. She said, "after all you are Royalty" The only way I would move to Europe is with my royal love.
YOU!
I think someone who abuses their supposed love one, then they have no rights in their welfare at all.
Nice to know people kow tow to scumbag murders. That is exactly how people get away with terrible crimes.
Those who hold others captive are criminals and have no rights. That goes double for those who forge restraining orders, they can be liable for 8 year prison sentences and more.
"We will take care of each other."
"Forever."
I did nothing to be attacked against my life. No one does. You should not allow her to get away with it.
I only love you with everything in me. I will risk anything to help protect you. Let me, please.
Are you angry with me? I am sorry if is so, but nothing is getting done to free you, or me. No one believed what I said, but is a lie the best way yo go? You cannot leave things as they are. I will not stay under her cruel thumb forever and neither should you. Say you are taking a break, if you must say anything! You are an abuse victim; she doesn't want people to know. Please, I do not know how she is holding you prisoner, but she has no right. Leave. I will get you.
I will love you with my last breath.
I would love to take you to Europe with me. I would not go any other way.
I adore the way Albert was so in love with Victoria.
Please tell me when I could come and get you. I do hope you will make a break for your own good, no matter where you go ultimately. I only hope I may be able to see you on occasion, but I only can hope it will be frequently, or all of the time.
I do so love you.
PS.
Dr. Moayeri could have just TALKED to me before/INSTEAD OF giving me MULTIPLE RESTRAINING ORDERS WITH NO CONCERN HOW IT WAS HURTING ME, or HOW IT WAS AFFECTING DR. LUKASZEWICZ!! ALSO Dr. Moayeri could have just spoken to me instead of making a big story about me having breast cancer, over a year ago and had Dr. Moon say all the strange things to me. Why would anyone but Dr. Moayeri say to me that I take away things that belong to other people? That I get everything I want? That her friend Marija M. Petrovic managed to get me as a patient so she could interrogate me about Dr. Lukaszewicz like she was with the FBI and ask me nothing about myself. The arrogance with which Dr. Moayeri treats me and other people is astonishing.
She acts like we are of no significance or consequence. She appears to treat her domestic/business partner with the same lack of respect and from what I have been told, she keeps him as a prisoner in their home and has him taken back and forth to work. They put up a locked, buzzer door at his work to keep him locked in. They pretend it is to keep others out, but they only just decided to put it up after Dr. Lukaszewicz seemed to have ideas of wanting to be the friend of other people, but Dr. Moayeri does not trust him with freedom. Tell her to act like a normal human being and let Dr. Lukaszewicz have the freedom to leave home on his own. She started doing this prisoner stuff after he decided he wanted to be my friend. I bet she would scream no end if it were done to her.
It appears she thinks she has become god. I think she has lost some reality. Oh yeah, and that “small thing” about trying to kill me. It needs to end.
Dr. Lukaszewicz deserves a life too. She isn’t the only one with a life. At least he does not try to take any away! SET HIM FREE!
Because Kaiser does not seem to care about the quality of the attorneys they allow to do free legal work for doctors, they allow a subpar attorney who seems well versed in TROs and R.O.s. ONLY, since those are the parts of law he uses to get rid of patients with pre-existing conditions after they become Kaiser members. Since President Obama made it illegal to keep a person from being disqualified for pre-existing conditions. Mr. Guasco, the “attorney” frames them with some heinous atrocity and it obviously gives Kaiser an in to kick the patient off the insurance rolls. It is a disgraceful way to run a hospital and accumulate a large surplus/war chest ($28 bil)
That way, if you are in Mr. Guasco’s sights, he can buy any verdict, or legal matter against you.
Mike Guasco seems to have found no lie too big, or court to too respected to abuse, or judge too incorruptible to NOT approach with a “deal!”!
DR. MOAYERI COULD GET 8 YEARS IN PRISON FOR GIVING ME A FALSE RESTRAINING ORDER! THEN, THEY MADE UP FALSE CONTEMPT CHARGES AND I WAS PUT IN JAIL! ME, SOMEONE WHO NEVER BROKE THE LAW. A WIDOW, CANCER SURVIVOR WITH MS, CARELESSLY, WITHOUT THOUGHT, WAS GIVEN A SERIES OF RESTRAINING ORDERS TO TRY AND FORCE SOMEONE SHE ABUSES TO STAY WITH HER. HOW PATHETIC! HER FRIEND FORGED DR. LUKASZEWICZ’S SIGNATURE!
COME ON! I WAS GIVEN 11 YEARS OF RESTRAINING ORDERS FOR THANKING MY DOCTOR FOR DOING ABOVE NORMAL HELP BECAUSE MY CASE WAS DIFFICULT FOR OTHER DOCTORS TO UNDERSTAND! NO TALKING TO ME, MERELY HITTING ME WITH A TRO. NO ATTORNEY FOR ME THAT I COULD FIND; MR. GUASCO TOOK CREDIT!
Marija M. Petrovic attacked me on the phone in the hotel room trying to manipulate me to humiliate me into obviously trying to kill me? What psychiatrist treats a patient like an interrogation subject asking all kinds of questions about a doctor? Why? Obviously because she was Dr. Moayeri’s friend and had her come to Kaiser as the security Guard, Edward Souza said to me, “she was hired by Dr.Moayeri to GET RID OF YOU!” She has been going after me for YEARS! She must be keeping close tabs on Dr. Lukaszewicz because she does not trust him, but she decided to have a woman ask me when I came into the ER if I wanted to speak with someone nice. I wish to God I had said no! Dr. Moayeri was afraid Dr. Lukaszewicz was losing interest in her? I don’t know, but the words from the police officer still burn in my brain “I know of the woman who lives here, you know, it isn’t only men who are abusers, women are abusers too.” It frightened me and it frightened me remembering hearing his frightened voice when he said he had to hang up and just slammed the phone down. The police officer was truly trying to get me to approve the welfare check and he said, “better to be safe than sorry” so I nearly didn’t agree to it. Mr. Guasco, later in court, mocked me for my concern and said I only did it somehow to live vicariously through the police. I had also asked the police if they could do an extra patrol around the neighborhood, they agreed, but Mr. Guasco called it off. Criminals do that.
The last time I saw Dr. Lukaszewicz personally up close where he wasn’t being threatened into saying what he was told was October 2016. Dr. Lukaszewicz asked me to be his friend, so I dropped him as my doctor. Then 100, or so days, later I needed gallbladder removal surgery, so I asked the ER doctor if Dr. Lukaszewicz could observe. My surgeon said he had been there and the floor nurse said he came to check on me. I asked the patient relations manager if there were a message line where I could leave a thank you message. She told me and I did. About a week later I was served a TRO. No warning no nothing. I was interested about the handwriting, since I had worked at the Federal Reserve Band and notice when things don’t match. I had 3 different handwriting experts tell me that they were forgeries and the person who did the forgery was Dr. Moayeri’s friend, Marija M. Petrovic. About a year and a half ago her time was up and she ran off to Florida.
I have lived 145 miles away for quite awhile now and Dr. Moayeri has had her world to herself, yet she still had to attack my little life and why? She wanted to terrorize me and make me worry about breast cancer and say ugly things to me and lure me into surgery. Why? She has had Dr. Lukaszewicz alone for a long while now. He has come to court looking beaten up and like a terrified animal. There is something very wrong with how he is being treated. I heard he goes nowhere and is taken from work to home and back again. I THINK SHE JUST ENJOYS BEATING UP ON PEOPLE! Mr. Guasco gave me another restraining order so I could not ask Dr. Lukaszewicz to observe the surgery. Guasco gave no reason for 5 MORE YEARS? That man is a criminal and a recent drug dealer. After the terrifying biopsies, I will never go into surgery alone. I know she wants to maim me, or kill me. I am tired of DR. MOAYERI and her cowardly attacks. If she ever wanted to have a chance with a person in a caring relationship don’t abuse them. DR. LUKASZEWICZ is a VICTIM OF ABUSE and HE DESERVES TO LEAVE! HE IS A GOOD, KIND, CARING PERSON! ALL SHE DOES IS SEEM TO BE HATING! She should not restrict his movement! He deserves not to be a Stockholm Syndrome victim. SHE ALSO needs to LEAVE ME ALONE! I was his patient and we had a lovely relationship; she needs to keep to her own business and stop hiring people to go after me.That is not rational thinking to keep going after me; the false restraining orders are still ruining my life! She and Mr. Guasco need to drop them AND FREE DR. LUKASZEWICZ!! They are ILLEGAL! She can go to prison for them! If this doesn’t get straighten out, and stopped I WILL see she goes!
NO HUMAN BEING IS A PIECE OF PROPERTY!
https://www.psycom.net/personality-disorders/narcissistic/
Thank you!
Sincerely,
Cheryl Petrovich
PS.
Dr. Moayeri could have just spoken to me instead of making a big story about me having breast cancer, over a year ago and had Dr. Moon say all the strange things to me. Why would anyone but Dr. Moayeri say to me that I take away things that belong to other people? That I get everything I want? That her friend Marija M. Petrovic managed to get me as a patient so she could interrogate me about Dr. Lukaszewicz like she was with the FBI and ask me nothing about myself. The arrogance with which Dr. Moayeri treats me and other people is astonishing.
She acts like we are of no significance or consequence. She appears to treat her domestic/business partner with the same lack of respect and from what I have been told, she keeps him as a prisoner in their home and has him taken back and forth to work. They put up a locked, buzzer door at his work to keep him locked in. They pretend it is to keep others out, but they only just decided to put it up after Dr. Lukaszewicz seemed to have ideas of wanting to be the friend of other people, but Dr. Moayeri does not trust him with freedom. Tell her to act like a normal human being and let Dr. Lukaszewicz have the freedom to leave home on his own. She started doing this prisoner stuff after he decided he wanted to be my friend. I bet she would scream no end if it were done to her.
It appears she thinks she has become god. I think she has lost some reality. Oh yeah, and that “small thing” about trying to kill me. It needs to end.
Dr. Lukaszewicz deserves a life too. Dr. Moayeri isn’t the only one with a life. He does not try to take any away! SET HIM FREE! I DON'T CARE WHAT HER JOB IS! SHE IS DESTROYING MY LIFE AND DR. LUKASZEWIC'S!
Because Kaiser does not seem to care about the quality of the attorneys they allow to do free legal work for doctors, they allow a subpar attorney who seems well versed in TROs and R.O.s. ONLY, since those are the parts of law he uses to get rid of patients with pre-existing conditions after they become Kaiser members. Since President Obama made it illegal to keep a person from being disqualified for pre-existing conditions. Mr. Guasco, the “attorney” frames them with some heinous atrocity and it obviously gives Kaiser an in to kick the patient off the insurance rolls. It is a disgraceful way to run a hospital and accumulate a large surplus/war chest ($28 bil)
That way, if you are in Mr. Guasco’s sights, he can buy any verdict, or legal matter against you.
Mike Guasco seems to have found no lie too big, or court to too respected to abuse, or judge too incorruptible to NOT approach with a “deal!”!
DR. MOAYERI COULD GET 8 YEARS IN PRISON FOR GIVING ME A FALSE RESTRAINING ORDER! THEN, THEY MADE UP FALSE CONTEMPT CHARGES AND I WAS PUT IN JAIL! ME, SOMEONE WHO NEVER BROKE THE LAW. A WIDOW, CANCER SURVIVOR WITH MS, CARELESSLY, WITHOUT THOUGHT, WAS GIVEN A SERIES OF RESTRAINING ORDERS TO TRY AND FORCE SOMEONE SHE ABUSES TO STAY WITH HER. HOW PATHETIC! HER FRIEND FORGED DR. LUKASZEWICZ’S SIGNATURE!
COME ON! I WAS GIVEN 11 YEARS OF RESTRAINING ORDERS FOR THANKING MY DOCTOR FOR DOING ABOVE NORMAL HELP BECAUSE MY CASE WAS DIFFICULT FOR OTHER DOCTORS TO UNDERSTAND! NO TALKING TO ME, MERELY HITTING ME WITH A TRO. NO ATTORNEY FOR ME THAT I COULD FIND; MR. GUASCO TOOK CREDIT!
Marija M. Petrovic attacked me on the phone in the hotel room trying to manipulate me to humiliate me into obviously trying to kill me? What psychiatrist treats a patient like an interrogation subject asking all kinds of questions about a doctor? Why? Obviously because she was Dr. Moayeri’s friend and had her come to Kaiser as the security Guard, Edward Souza said to me, “she was hired by Dr.Moayeri to GET RID OF YOU!” She has been going after me for YEARS! She must be keeping close tabs on Dr. Lukaszewicz because she does not trust him, but she decided to have a woman ask me when I came into the ER if I wanted to speak with someone nice. I wish to God I had said no! Dr. Moayeri was afraid Dr. Lukaszewicz was losing interest in her? I don’t know, but the words from the police officer still burn in my brain “I know of the woman who lives here, you know, it isn’t only men who are abusers, women are abusers too.” It frightened me and it frightened me remembering hearing his frightened voice when he said he had to hang up and just slammed the phone down. The police officer was truly trying to get me to approve the welfare check and he said, “better to be safe than sorry” so I nearly didn’t agree to it. Mr. Guasco, later in court, mocked me for my concern and said I only did it somehow to live vicariously through the police. I had also asked the police if they could do an extra patrol around the neighborhood, they agreed, but Mr. Guasco called it off. Criminals do that.
The last time I saw Dr. Lukaszewicz personally up close where he wasn’t being threatened into saying what he was told was October 2016. Dr. Lukaszewicz asked me to be his friend, so I dropped him as my doctor. Then 100, or so days, later I needed gallbladder removal surgery, so I asked the ER doctor if Dr. Lukaszewicz could observe. My surgeon said he had been there and the floor nurse said he came to check on me. I asked the patient relations manager if there were a message line where I could leave a thank you message. She told me and I did. About a week later I was served a TRO. No warning no nothing. I was interested about the handwriting, since I had worked at the Federal Reserve Band and notice when things don’t match. I had 3 different handwriting experts tell me that they were forgeries and the person who did the forgery was Dr. Moayeri’s friend, Marija M. Petrovic. About a year and a half ago her time was up and she ran off to Florida.
I have lived 145 miles away for quite awhile now and Dr. Moayeri has had her world to herself, yet she still had to attack my little life and why? She wanted to terrorize me and make me worry about breast cancer and say ugly things to me and lure me into surgery. Why? She has had Dr. Lukaszewicz alone for a long while now. He has come to court looking beaten up and like a terrified animal. There is something very wrong with how he is being treated. I heard he goes nowhere and is taken from work to home and back again. I THINK SHE JUST ENJOYS BEATING UP ON PEOPLE! Mr. Guasco gave me another restraining order so I could not ask Dr. Lukaszewicz to observe the surgery. Guasco gave no reason for 5 MORE YEARS? That man is a criminal and a recent drug dealer. After the terrifying biopsies, I will never go into surgery alone. I know she wants to maim me, or kill me. I am tired of DR. MOAYERI and her cowardly attacks. If she ever wanted to have a chance with a person in a caring relationship don’t abuse them. DR. LUKASZEWICZ is a VICTIM OF ABUSE and HE DESERVES TO LEAVE! HE IS A GOOD, KIND, CARING PERSON! ALL SHE DOES IS SEEM TO BE HATING! She should not restrict his movement! He deserves not to be a Stockholm Syndrome victim. SHE ALSO needs to LEAVE ME ALONE! I was his patient and we had a lovely relationship; she needs to keep to her own business and stop hiring people to go after me.That is not rational thinking to keep going after me; the false restraining orders are still ruining my life! She and Mr. Guasco need to drop them AND FREE DR. LUKASZEWICZ!! They are ILLEGAL! She can go to prison for them! If this doesn’t get straighten out, and stopped I WILL see she goes!
https://www.psycom.net/personality-disorders/narcissistic/
Thank you!
Sincerely,
Cheryl Petrovich
You know, of course, I am doing this strictly because I care so deeply about you. It is because I can never rest until I know you are okay, or really, until you are happy. If you need money I can get a loan and then tell you how to get to it. Otherwise, I will come and get you.
You do not know the terrible ache I have to try and help you. It ravages me. It is the pain that will not rest. It is the dedication that was able to put a mother to rest with reassurance. Please help me do it.
She has no trust in you, belittles you and abuses you, and yet, she hangs on to you with the death grip of a pit bull.
That is not love, she just wants to have "someone." It is beating someone and it is false pride. That attorney will end up getting you both. He has the goods against you both now; especially after the March hearing. He not only cleared himself, but he implicated you coming and going. Nice being involved with a predator, huh?
You cannot deal with a narcissist and be a pushover, or not daring.
So far, I seem to be the only one who cares enough to try and be a rescuer.
If she tries to do anything against me legally, I will tell about her attempts at murdering me and hiring an absurd attorney to give me a false restraining order.
She is an abuser, attempted murderer and a murderer, wow, will take your risks with that? I will get you away to safety and a new life of your choice.
You know she needed to hear the truth; why should you always be the one looked down upon? I have seen you pulled around like a toy; it is undignified. You are the most dignified person I ever knew and the most beautiful. They have no respect for you.
Sure, I only spoke with people; had I murdered people, I would be given a parade.
The world is THAT upside down!
Obviously I feel like shit, but my WORRY ABOUT YOU IS WORSE!
I had to do something desperate to help free you,
but if you don't want to leave and will risk abuse, or death, then tear me down and deny me. PARDON ME, BUT I HAPPEN TO LOVE YOU AN CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU! Denying your rescuer is not a smart thing to do.
This truly proves that her attorney does NOT care what happens to his clients, or any of the docs he claims to be out to help. Unless she is willing to be thrown into prison for at least 5 years she should drop this entire farce.
Contempt of court can rack up some pretty hard years too. I would not do that to you, but it would be so easy to prove. I never questioned it in the first place. I always thought that you were in trouble with your place of business and we would both be punished for a bit, but it was much worse on me, but that recent court thing was bad. Who is responsible for this? IT WAS ENTIRELY HER! She did not have the GUTS to TALK TO ME!
I do not understand how a company is allowed to force a person adhere to faux legal "law?" The sooner one gets away from it, the sooner one begins a new life without worry of abuse. The entire atmosphere is absolutely unlawful and felonious; not a drop of caring, or compassion.
It is weird that I did nothing to have this happen to me, yet it seems like when I have gotten tired of it and I even kind of fight back, I feel hate radiating back at me. I feel like I have been turned into the scapegoat of the world. The biggest trauma was having to hear the one I love and would give my life for, tear me down in the most humiliating fashion, made me feel like I could not go one. I did not feel as if I was supposed to keep living.
I am surprised is did.
You could not possibly want to be with someone who could murder and you would always be wondering when YOUR number would be up with her. She tried to make it 2 birds w/one stone w/MP's involvement. She wanted you to have only HER family left. They have been trying to isolate you this entire time. They want you to associate bad things with me, not her. Believe me, the bad things have to do with HER ONLY! She is not a good person, she is strongly a bad, vile, evil person! Murderers can be nothing but!
I am trying to free you from that. I am doing it for you. I have no idea if it will help me, or harm me.
.
Do you think she could write you a loving poem?
It is all I have wanted to do for the longest time.
Some parents have a realistic view of their children and some parents equate their children's personality traits with their educational objectives, but they are not equatable.
It is weird how some people go out of their way to make their own lives cruel and ugly and then blame others for it. Why do that?
I suppose it is a narcissistic thing. That is one weird and complex psychiatric complexity.
It is strange how the one who is spying on another person seems to be offended about my seeming, in her opinion, to be intrusive into her world, when she invaded in on my private appointment with a psychiatrist (such as she is). It shows how low on the ethics scale her values reside. Maybe if she weren't so intrusive into other people's private lives, she would not hear private thoughts she was never intended to hear. That is why they were intended to be private sessions.
I also dislike intensely that her camp easily blames a great guy for the awful things she did. Even her mother said, "oh he did that, she would never do that, she's too nice!" "Oh well, yeah, a big piece of crap would do that, but not her....." She completely blamed me for wrong doing and him for responding with law, but "she is as fresh and pure as the morning snow.....and also beautiful." (um hm and as delicate as a truck driver!) "She would murder at the drop of a hat, but what a lovely gal!" The mother sounded sweet as could be, but under it all, she knew the real deal.
It must take a lot of effort to live in her world, but it certainly does not seem to be full of love; I think she likes it that way.
I hate being without the one I love; the world seems so empty.
I don't understand why those people seem to feel that they can treat you like garbage and think they can make demands on you and you are supposed to be happy about it.
I hope I am not hated. You mean too much to me. I am sorry if I made things bad, but it really needs to get out that she hurts you. She many just get worse. Let someone love you. Please let me love you.
I know it was my fault that this happened, but shit! I have put up with terrible treatment for a LONG time! Nicole wanted revenge! I DID NOTHING to her, but NOT BE HER! If she is going to be a monster, she has to deal with the consequences! If you can keep living with the one who had your mother killed, that is your nightmare.
She is not nice, sweetie. I am frightened for you. People who are nice cannot plan such torture for other people. Only monsters do that. Your parents looked really sweet. They looked like they could be a sweet couple like us. I love them. Yeah, who throws a fuss like this? Most people are allowed to be who they want to be. Whatever, I am worried about you. I am terrified of losing you, but it is your life; just don't let them steal yours away. If you die; I don't want to do anything any longer. Please don't go away.
I know you did not do the R.O. "She" knows she has been making my life miserable and I have only gone down there when there was a court thing, or being attacked at the hospital. She thinks that is normal behavior? Why would she be doing this if everything were all hunky dory with you? I know MP came to K to kill 2 birds with one stone. MP was her friend. She was also friends with MP's brother Marco. She is in deep. Please get away from her while you have a slight chance. If she can't have you, she wants your assets. I just want you, your laugh, your smile, your loveliness, your sense of humor and kindness. My home is your home (such that it is right now). I just want to take care of you, never scare you, never hurt you
only love you. Always.
I could talk to you forever. I don't look at you and see who I could make you into; I look at you and see the one I have always loved. I love you no matter what. You need to do what makes you feel good. Tell her that she needs to let you be free and she needs to be a strong woman. No one is equal when one has no rights. That is on no level fair. If she hadn't been so hot on torturing me and pushing me into wanting me to get surgery, to maim, or murder me I would not in the same frame of mind, or angry. YOU CANNOT LIVE WITH A PERSON WITH A MIND FOR MURDER, NO MATTER WHO SHE GETS TO DO IT! SHE IS A TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE PERSON AND SHE IS LUCKY SHE IS NOT IN PRISON NOW! She is so mentally ill, she does not understand she is!
Who guards you? Please leave before she injects you with something!
I was still planning to doing all the paperwork. I hope you will not give in to her bullying. It should be what you want, but you need to live live a lot better than now.
I think it is time (for me) to be treated like a human being, not a rat scurrying around. I have done nothing wrong.
I will have a meeting with her, I am not afraid of her, but she is afraid of me.
Her mother thinks you gave me the TRO/RO. Let's make this a freedom for you, okay? I have been so involved each day, each moment. I need you. Did your uncle call? Tell hin I am a good person, okay?
I told Mrs. Moayeri that if Nicole was not holding Greg prisoner, then to tell her to let him go. I do not understand that either. Is she going to give you a shot? Someone needs to stop lying about this. I want to know the truth. Don't drag it out any longer. That attorney is making things worse, because he is an opportunist and a crook. I think he is going to hurt everyone.
Be safe, get rid of him. I think he wants nothing good, but for himself. You deserve to quite and be some where else. I won't feel safe, until I know you are safe. I do not like you being with an abuser. Keep that word in your head.
You are too lovely to be abused. Abusers are one of the worst repeaters.
Remember, you are loved. I am ready to get you at any time. Don't let them bully you.
No one I ever loved like you, nor will I.
Really? I only care about you.
It is nice to have people stick up for you, but this is delusional. I could have sworn Mother Teresa was dead.
Can you come back, so I can understand, please? I get little to no consideration.
Being a friend is better than this. It is up to you, but should an abuser get preferential treatment?
Come with me to Europe.
I get no happiness from this. I hung in for a very long time. Why couldn't it have been civilized? I am going to look like the bad guy, but I am more worried about you. I did not think I was going to run in to her mother. Her mother needs to hear some hard truths about her daughter and deal with it, because you need to be loved. You cannot live this way any longer. Guasco needs to leave the picture. He was no help at all. I deserve to be talked to. I will do anything for you, but I need equal voice time. I said the police said she was an abuser. She did not want to hear that. She need to know things to get her help. No one can get better burying their head in the sand.
This is killing me, because it is not my comfort zone ...........
Nicole cannot claim to be a good person and have people terrorized and abused. Please stick up for yourself, or be confined to living there under her thumb forever. I mean really, hits me with a TRO and not even talk to me? Her mother thinks you gave me the TRO, even though your signature was forged. You know, after 6 years, someone must shit, or get off the pot. A bout of tough time and it will be over. I just don't know what to say. She needs to come clean. Everyone does. So many cowardly people in the world. It is insane.
Please don't hate me. I love you even through these really hard times. I never want to lose you. No one has ever played by any rules.....what rules. I would be dead by now, if not for luck. Then, her mother would still think she is great, but we know she is not and she will end up killing you now, for sure. Guasco will be sure of it. I am sorry I called the wrong ones, but really, get it out in the open. Nicole is mentally ill. Be safe.
Just know, that at any particular time, or day, or night.....I am thinking of you and keeping you warm and safe.
I looked at the FB pic of your parents. No sweeter looking parents were ever seen. They look like pure love.
What do you think of this idea? He goes to visit his uncle! If he invited him to come visit him, what could they do, say no? I think it is a great idea! I could warn the PD ahead of time that I feel his life is in danger, so that they cannot do anything to you before you go. Let's see how they blame me for that. How could they stop him from going? Make sure he speaks with him. I am going to try EVERYTHING! I may also be able to look for someone else to come and see him, if that doesn't work for some reason. A long time ago, I wrote a letter to Tom, but he contacted Moayeri and or Guasco. This time I know more about Moayeri and Guasco.
I am just saying things in a raw and salacious way, to get attention. I know it sucks. We will go back to decorum later. Lets concentrate on this getting over.
Mass mailing Monday.
Love to you.
