Why don't you even try to escape???? It makes it seem like you want to be that way! Please you lose credibility! Do yo know how many times I have been told you tell the PD that nothing is wrong? Really? That would be INSANE! I KNOW THEY LIE, BUT YOU NEED TO BE HONEST WITH ME AND STOP UNDERMINING ME! OTHERWISE, I LOOK LIKE A LIAR AND I AM NOT! IF YOU ARE WAITING FOR THEM TO KILL YOU, THEN LEAVE ME OUT! I CANNOT STAND BY WHILE AN INSANE WOMAN AND HER BUDDY PLAN TO KILL YOU. YOU WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME AGAIN!
I just love you so much, I cannot just sit by while you DO NOTHING! WHAT IF NOTHING HAPPENS FROM THE THING? I told you that I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU BEING ALIVE AND WELL! BESIDES THE FACT I PROMISED YOUR MOTHER TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, MY HEART CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. IT JUST CANNOT. I NEED TO KNOW YOU ARE WELL! PLEASE!
I spoke w a friend tonight and she was telling me how frightened she was because new people in her condo complex are likely running a meth lab out of one of them. She is frightened and so am I .....for her!
I woke up early and did a few little things around the house.I am such a fool, because for the millionth time I have I misplaced the TV remote and it was going! How I keep doing that is bizarre! Anyway, I thought first of saying hi to you, but the annoying voice of a woman was going and I was obsessed with turning her off but still didn't find the remote. Eventually it turned off by itself.
I would l would love to have a chance to show you at least 10 times the love for every cruelty you to which you have been subjecte! You are NOT VERMIN WAITING TO BE EXERMINATED! YOU ARE GLORIOUS AND GRAND AND NEED FREEDOM!
They made certain to make it the most difficult possible to rescue you as possible because they need to hide their cruelty to avoid recrimination. They are like Nazis who step up the killing to avoid having witnessess. Crazy, twisted, desperate thinking. Please help me.
I want you to always know that you are amazing, loved and respected and no one can take that truth away. Why would anyone want to do that anyway? It was a truth that was given by nature, no one knows better than a higher power what should be. If they think they do/can ; they are delusional. You are beautiful and perfect.
When you decide to go; you will need help. If you will back me I will do it. I just cannot be looking like a predator and go to prison. Love should not be such a sacrifice; especially since it was all made up in the first place.
I loved you and all the cruel people pushed their way into it. I knew you needed caring and support and I wanted to give it. I never knew that my honesty would be engulfed by their desperation, cruelty and lies. I guess I had faith in the system and in love. I never thought the criminals disguised as your family, would hurt you so much. They did and they will. Please trust me. I will be there for you forever. Don't give up on you. You are loved and needed. If you can, bargain with with her. Tell her that nothing will change and that you want a cohesive,happy family, but you want friends and have a life with friends too. If she will let you have friends, she could have friends too and no recriminations from authorities. I think the only way to get to that point is to escape first. Then whatever negotiations come later. You just need to be safe first. I think of this each day and pray I can find a solution and you will help. I will be here for you,but I worry my strength will wear out. Help me to be strong. I pray you will be strong and fight!
You have been so kind to me and I have been in love with you l since I met you and spoke with you on the phone. Each meeting just enhanced the feeling. When I sound upset, is my worry for you mixed in with my desire to see you and take care of you. I could never be mad at you; just worried.
Of course it has been so long since I saw you personally. You are beautiful and I am not; just dedicated. I did not know a human being could feel so strongly for another human being, who wasn't her child.
Why don't you even try to escape???? It makes it seem like you want to be that way! Please you lose credibility! Do yo know how many times I have been told you tell the PD that nothing is wrong? Really? That would be INSANE! I KNOW THEY LIE, BUT YOU NEED TO BE HONEST WITH ME AND STOP UNDERMINING ME! OTHERWISE, I LOOK LIKE A LIAR AND I AM NOT! IF YOU ARE WAITING FOR THEM TO KILL YOU, THEN LEAVE ME OUT! I CANNOT STAND BY WHILE AN INSANE WOMAN AND HER BUDDY PLAN TO KILL YOU. YOU WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME AGAIN!
ReplyDeleteI just love you so much, I cannot just sit by while you DO NOTHING! WHAT IF NOTHING HAPPENS FROM THE THING? I told you that I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU BEING ALIVE AND WELL! BESIDES THE FACT I PROMISED YOUR MOTHER TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, MY HEART CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. IT JUST CANNOT. I NEED TO KNOW YOU ARE WELL! PLEASE!
ReplyDeleteI have not changed my opinion at all about anything. You mean everything to me.
ReplyDeleteI need to sleep a bit extra.
I don't mean to be unreasonable, but I don't want to feel more worried about you than you are yourself.
ReplyDeleteI just want the worry over and the nice to begin.
ReplyDeleteI will do, or be, whatever you need.
ReplyDeleteThat is my heart's truth!
ReplyDeleteThat is because my heart loves you !
ReplyDeleteI spoke w a friend tonight and she was telling me how frightened she was because new people in her condo complex are likely running a meth lab out of one of them. She is frightened and so am I .....for her!
ReplyDeleteI know people can be crazy and you have been putting up with an amazing amount of it. I need to get you out. I MUST GET YOU OUT!
ReplyDeleteI love you sweet one!
ReplyDeleteI woke up early and did a few little things around the house.I am such a fool, because for the millionth time I have
ReplyDeleteI misplaced the TV remote and it was going! How I keep doing that is bizarre! Anyway, I thought first of saying hi to you, but the annoying voice of a woman was going and I was obsessed with turning her off but still didn't find the remote. Eventually it turned off by itself.
I love you more than you could ever know. You need love; you cannot keep going without it.
ReplyDeletePlease, I care what happens to to.
YOU!
DeleteI would l would love to have a chance to show you at least 10 times the love for every cruelty you to which you have been subjecte! You are NOT VERMIN WAITING TO BE EXERMINATED! YOU ARE GLORIOUS AND GRAND AND NEED FREEDOM!
ReplyDeleteI will love and respect you forever!
ReplyDeleteI feel like a failure. I have not gotten you freedom yet. Please do not lose hope or faith; I will never give up on you.
ReplyDeleteThey made certain to make it the most difficult possible to rescue you as possible because they need to hide their cruelty to avoid recrimination. They are like Nazis who step up the killing to avoid having witnessess. Crazy, twisted, desperate thinking. Please help me.
ReplyDeleteI love that house by the water. I would love to get it and have you come there and be happy and unafraid for as long as you would want. T
ReplyDeleteI love you forever!
ReplyDeletePlease don't let me lose you.
ReplyDeleteI want you to always know that you are amazing, loved and respected and no one can take that truth away. Why would anyone want to do that anyway? It was a truth that was given by nature, no one knows better than a higher power what should be. If they think they do/can ; they are delusional. You are beautiful and perfect.
ReplyDeleteIs there any way you could give me a sweet sign? I want to feel special today.π
ReplyDeleteAny little sign from you lifts my heart right up.
ReplyDeleteI hate it when I get the feeling that something is more wrong than usual. Please God, let him be okay!
ReplyDeleteThat was such a beautiful thing you did!
ReplyDeleteI love you, you lovely one!
ReplyDeleteWhen you decide to go; you will need help. If you will back me I will do it. I just cannot be looking like a predator and go to prison. Love should not be such a sacrifice; especially since it was all made up in the first place.
ReplyDeleteI loved you and all the cruel people pushed their way into it. I knew you needed caring and support and I wanted to give it. I never knew that my honesty would be engulfed by their desperation, cruelty and lies. I guess I had faith in the system and in love. I never thought the criminals disguised as your family, would hurt you so much. They did and they will. Please trust me. I will be there for you forever. Don't give up on you. You are loved and needed. If you can, bargain with with her. Tell her that nothing will change and that you want a cohesive,happy family, but you want friends and have a life with friends too. If she will let you have friends, she could have friends too and no recriminations from authorities. I think the only way to get to that point is to escape first. Then whatever negotiations come later. You just need to be safe first. I think of this each day and pray I can find a solution and you will help. I will be here for you,but I worry my strength will wear out. Help me to be strong. I pray you will be strong and fight!
ReplyDeleteThank you for making me feel special. Anyone would feel special around you. π½πΉπππ¦
ReplyDeleteHere it is after 5 am and I am baking sugar free brownies! Yumm!
ReplyDeletePlease do not stay around for anyone to harm you. Leave and find love
ReplyDeleteYou have been so kind to me and I have been in love with you l since I met you and spoke with you on the phone. Each meeting just enhanced the feeling. When I sound upset, is my worry for you mixed in with my desire to see you and take care of you. I could never be mad at you; just worried.
ReplyDeleteOf course it has been so long since I saw you personally. You are beautiful and I am not; just dedicated. I did not know a human being could feel so strongly for another human being, who wasn't her child.
ReplyDeleteI sigh happy sighs when I think of you, but then I feel
ReplyDeletelike crying, because mean people seem to have the upper hand.π₯