I feel like crying today and your sweet face is behind it. I am surprised I was able to get this far with life after losing you. I have never felt so close to losing my life. The despair was too painful for me to take.
I took your picture with me and it wasn't covered by glass and the rain was coming down, so I put you under my coat. Then you were by the front door in the book case and I forget you when I went off to sleep. No wonder I was scared in the night.
I don't like being without you.
I needed your mother's help, or else I would be dead now.
I felt protected by her. I also wanted her to know I would try hard to protect you too. That matters the most to me.
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