I miss you like I would miss the beauty of the stars and the moon over the ocean and the love in my heart! It is stealing away the part of me that enjoys life at all.
It was written that I would love you from the minute I opened my eyes......I'll hold you for as long as you'd like, I'll hold you for the rest of my life, I'll love you for the rest of my life...... It is exactly how I feel. It is just the way it is. I have no power over it. All I can do is either show it, or not. It is always there. This may be my only time I am able to "voice" it and in prayer. I HAD to have an outlet for my feelings, or I would die of anxiety. If I had not been ripped away, I might have been able to survive seeing you as my friend. I am no one, but you were my energy, my hold on life. Being completely denied even a glimpse, has been Hell. I never did anything irregular, or wrong. It has been the wishes of another. I would have done anything you said. You meant everything to me. Still do. The weird thing is, my adoration has always been caring and supportive and respectful, yet I have been vilified, while she was described as "abuser" and was looked at kindly; how very strange. From what I have gathered; she has done miserable things to you. No one has that right. You deserve to be removed and be safe. Abuse is NEVER ACCEPTABLE! HOW DO THEY SELL THEIR LIES AND GET AWAY WITH IT? It MUST BE THREATS AND MONEY! STAND UP FOR YOURSELF! I WILL STAND UP RIGHT NEXT TO YOU! TRUTH MUST BE TOLD! I AM NOT GOING TO LET THEM KILL YOU TO SAVE THEM!
It was written that I would love you from the minute I opened my eyes......I'll hold you for as long as you'd like, I'll hold you for the rest of my life, I'll love you for the rest of my life...... It is exactly how I feel. It is just the way it is. I have no power over it. All I can do is either show it, or not. It is always there. This may be my only time I am able to "voice" it and in prayer. I HAD to have an outlet for my feelings, or I would die of anxiety. If I had not been ripped away, I might have been able to survive seeing you as my friend. I am no one, but you were my energy, my hold on life. Being completely denied even a glimpse, has been Hell. I never did anything irregular, or wrong. It has been the wishes of another. I would have done anything you said. You meant everything to me. Still do. The weird thing is, my adoration has always been caring and supportive and respectful, yet I have been vilified, while she was described as "abuser" and was looked at kindly; how very strange. From what I have gathered; she has done miserable things to you. No one has that right. You deserve to be removed and be safe. Abuse is NEVER ACCEPTABLE! HOW DO THEY SELL THEIR LIES AND GET AWAY WITH IT? It MUST BE THREATS AND MONEY! STAND UP FOR YOURSELF! I WILL STAND UP RIGHT NEXT TO YOU! TRUTH MUST BE TOLD! I AM NOT GOING TO LET THEM KILL YOU TO SAVE THEM!
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