IOWTSFY

 I have your framed picture in my view from my sleeping area, so I may look at you when I feel terribly sad and alone. It is so wonderful and lovely it makes me sigh with love and happiness. Eventually, I feel sadness return, but I hang in there. It is the most difficult life I never expected to have to endure. If I did not love so deeply, I guess it would not hurt so much. Love is the most wonderful gift, but also the most painful. I would only want to suffer for you....and I do

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