I so very much appreciate your kindness, but of course being my friend is up to you. I will follow your lead. I only want what you want. I am not pushy. You know how I feel, but nothing is up to me. Just don't worry about me. I am not important. I will never stop caring about you, or being there for you. You are love to me. I feel self-conscience after being yelled at so much that you don't like me at all. But I want to share with you everything I have. You mean everything to me and I want you to be happy.