I know this entire thing was an abuse of the legal system. It was a farce made just to keep me away; that is just weird. All you had to do was tell me about it so I would not have been so sad all of the time. It hurt me so much. I deserve to have it over with no consequences. Was it all just a joke? Do you even like me at all? Why was it done? Just to hurt me? Could you please end it? I won't try and see you. I want to live again. I love you and that is probably the only thing real about it all.