Thursday, December 26, 2019
If a person has money, they will always be a target; especially if they are flashy with it. Didn't Gary Snyder say something about people living in prison over money? You always need to fend off those who want to relieve you of it, even those close to you, it seems. I'd rather people be safe. People have been so desperate and cruel, they scare me. I might seem controlling in my situation, only because it is an odd situation and my abilities have been severely limited and the people who are actually in control are cruel, creepy and desperate. In a normal situation I am not like that. Nothing in this thing has been normal. I have been worried to death about you. See me in the real world. But that inspector said you wanted nothing to do with me. Why? Please give me a chance, okay?
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In fact, everyone in authority told me that you said you wanted me restrained. That made it hard to go on, except that I wasn't just doing it for myself; it was for a mother who loves her son and who was worried about you. I could see how much you cared about her too. When I mentioned her in ct., you looked like someone punched you in the chest. That touched me deeply and hurt a lot for you. You are a caring person. I love you with a love that seems beyond any other. I was able to overcome the difficult times and understand what was real.
ReplyDeleteIn fact, everyone in authority told me that you said you wanted me restrained. That made it hard to go on, except that I wasn't just doing it for myself; it was for a mother who loves her son and who was worried about you. I could see how much you cared about her too. When I mentioned her in ct., you looked like someone punched you in the chest. That touched me deeply and hurt a lot for you. You are a caring person. I love you with a love that seems beyond any other. I was able to overcome the difficult times and understand what was real.
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine living much longer under these conditions.
ReplyDeleteI wrote about talking with "her" mother on the phone who said to me "he's a big man, he isn't held against his will!" She has the attitude that her baby doesn't do bad things. I see where she got the narcissism. She thinks I am some obsessed person like a woman who was interested in her husband and they had to do things to get her out of his life. She hung up on me somewhere after I told her that the PD said she was your abuser. That paperwork, if there was a report, needs to be given to the court, or an attorney who will help you, or police, at some point. I do not see any authority figure helping you, or me anytime soon. My plan is the best bet.
ReplyDeleteWe need to put my plan into action soon.
If I get a burner phone to you, how could I do that? I will call myself your aunt for certain things.
ReplyDeleteI also think I will use another name to get you help. Do you ever get invites to medical assoc. things? Confide in someone there and /or look for escape routes and then get a hold of me to come get you. Also, just get a taxi to start heading to me and then stop between here and there, or come all the way and pay then later, but it would be expensive 120 miles, or so. Get to a hotel, call me and I could book online. I have the best income at the 3 rd of the month. Please, just go!
ReplyDelete707 412 0399, until I get a cell.
ReplyDeleteI still have my storage locker things in my house, so it is temporarily in bad shape, but I am doing what I can, myself, until I can get help. I want to save as much $ to have ready cash to help you first, though.
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