I write my thoughts and they vary in the way I view things, because my information only comes in bits and pieces and how I feel.
People like to try and influence me with their own agendas and try and tell me how I should feel about my friend. The thing is that how I feel is my business, not for anyone else. They try and tell me how my friend thinks and feels about me. I think that is his business. He has the class and dignity to speak for himself. I trust him not to hurt me. I hope he trusts me not to hurt him. I could never purposely hurt him. It just has no place in my mindset. My instinct is to care for and about him. It is a part of me to want to do it. I do not care for, or want anyone else's input. It is private.