I just want to see you again and be like any other people who don't have others running their lives. You don't need to be anything more than you want to me, but I would dearly love to see you. My frustrations and upset over what people have been doing makes my emotions go up and down. I also get an annoying pain in my back that makes me wonder if it is just lipedema, or MS, or what. My armpit always aches now.  I only trust you about it all.