I don't like it when people are disrespectful to you. No one should be treated badly, but you are such a lovely, caring and intelligent person and so compassionate, it hurts to have people who are jerks controlling you and running you down. Even people who were supposed to care about you, just used you. That is wrong. The people involved in this don't care how badly they treat you as long as they get what they want from you. I would show you how someone who respects and truly cares about you would take care of you and make you feel loved and adored.