Sometimes I just sit and look out over the ocean and wonder how you are and what you are doing. I cried last night. It caught me off guard. It's been a long and complicated subject and people have put such a lot of desperate efforts and money in it; it is disconcerting. It makes me worry about you. I hope you have protected yourself and let them know. With all the odd stuff going on with my health issue, I know that they are still pretty upset about things, or "someone" just enjoys abusing people.