I hope you are okay.
Please get help, if you need. I wish I were still in my old home, closer, but I had no choice. Things were falling apart and I borrowed to fix them and with bad credit, I took crappy loans.
My relationship with the police, and city and county officials was tanked. I have no idea what was said about me, but the bad guys were "busy bees!" All I can think about is wanting to make sure you are safe.
That is what I pray for each night.
I also ask to have my love sent to you.