All I can do is hope for the best. I do trust you, but then I think, "why would he want to see me?" I am my own worst enemy, I guess, but those other people were pretty damn awful.

I hope to walk on the trail with you. That would be so lovely. I always took you with me, but this would be so great! You helped me hop back 3 miles in the dark, when my knee gave out. I would not have had the strength to go on, but I kept talking to you. It was scary, but I felt you with me.