I wish I could know how you feel. I will help no matter what, but it would lift me up to know you cared about me. I know I adore you, but I would feel so good knowing you at least wanted to still be my friend. I suppose it has been beaten out of you; to me it intensifies my devotion, not reduces it. I will always be there for you.
Dear sweet one, I miss you so very much, but I am irresistibly tired. Are you okay? You seem different than yesterday. You seem less than enthusiastic. I want to hold you. I want to help you. I want Come see me, or whatever you want. I love you. me.
I want to make certain we have an agreement set up so that we all sign and agree to parameters, so no other hostage situation comes up again, or any future R.O. I also think the door should come off your office, kind of symbolic, like the Berlin Wall coming down.
I mean, there is a lot to sue for, but I want to keep it less complicated.and give my witness the most chance to be heard. I would like him to say that he never wanted the RO and does not want it now and was never real. That way, I can do what you want to keep you safe.
I cannot get an attorney, but when this is over for us, we could go in on an attorney and sue whoever you want..... You get damages out the ears. Me too. Or just have them go to jail.. However that is done.
It is difficult to do things, since there are so many restrictions and individual choices. Certain things could cause hurt feelings at first, but are necessary to cut corners and get things done quickly and easily. It is what one must do when they have more wits than wealth.Law is for the wealthy. It is so wrong.
I go back and forth being kindly, or being vindictive. I have suffered, but not like you, but I feel that being more agreeable, or kindly, more can get done in less time. You need to take everything into consideration, esp your children. I wonder how grateful she will be if you show her kindness. She needs to get that other one away. He will fuck you over and then her. If I ask for mediation, will you take it? Don't tell anyone, but it is all we have.
Please help back me when I get the ear of someone coming up soon. I plan to write first, but I hope it works out better than last time. This may be my last time I can do it, but be with me.I am frightened to lose you. They wanted me to be so sad I would die. I frankly came rather close, but I kept my head, but it was tortured recovery. My love kept me going, but it was also my love that nearly did me in. I want to love you forever.
Play "Looking For Space" on Apple Music Looking For Space John Denver
On the road of experience, I'm trying to find my own way. Sometimes I wish that I could fly away When I think that I'm moving, suddenly things stand still I'm afraid 'cause I think they always will
And I'm looking for space And to find out who I am And I'm looking to know and understand It's a sweet, sweet dream Sometimes I'm almost there Sometimes I fly like an eagle And sometimes I'm deep in despair
All alone in the universe, sometimes that's how it seems I get lost in the sadness and the screams Then I look in the center, suddenly everything's clear I find myself in the sunshine and my dreams
And I'm looking for space And to find out who I am And I'm looking to know and understand It's a sweet, sweet dream Sometimes I'm almost there Sometimes I fly like an eagle And sometimes I'm deep in despair
On the road of experience, join in the living day if there's an answer, it's just that it's just that way
When you're looking for space And to find out who you are When you're looking to try and reach the stars It's a sweet, sweet sweet dream Sometimes I'm almost there Sometimes I fly like an eagle But sometimes I'm deep in despair Sometimes I fly like an eagle, like an eagle I go flying flying
As far as I am concerned, this is the only post that needs to be present. It hurts so much. That someone who abuses him and gets to be around him is shocking and terrorizing; I am unable to relax. I would have loved him like mad during all of this time!
I just get so confused and unable to understand what I should do when running away seems the most expedient and avoids the cruel people. I know it is rough being stuck between a rock and a hard place, but it is necessary to be safe first and foremost; then sort it out from safety.
I was just thinking about GS and how he would handle this. First, the situation should be better understood.Then again, you are dealing w/crazy. They seem to say abrupt moves, no warning, are best w/narcs.
I was watching a documentary about Agatha Christie and she reminded me of "her"in her pics. I remember why she hates me a lot. I did not know your phone line was bugged and said a few jokey things about her looking matronly and older than you, so obviously got back to her. The R.O. arrived not much later. She is hair trigger sensitive. From what I have read, narcs are extremely vindictive forever. She needs an R.O. from you and me.
I do not know what is going on, but some guy on Twitter is being very nice to me and wants to help me, help you.How can I turn that down? I need to know more; I am worried too. I think "someone" could have hired him to work on my vulnerabilities. He looks like you in a way and says nice things. I am lonely and sad, but if he says he will he me help you, i won't push him away. I have little help. I am frightened. Con artists catch more flies with honey. I need to speak to you.
From my post: I think we need to understand what is happening at all times.Understand that I will not stop helping, so don't turn down help that comes out of the blue. It does no one any good to have me removed from society. I wish also that you would try and reason with people. By people, I mean "her", but if you know it is impossible, don't annoy. I don't want you hurt. I keep looking at new companies, but a snafu arises and I need to look further. I am still doing Sm Clms Ct and trying to reason w/my freebie atny. I also keep sending things to an investigative journalist and the DOJ. Let me know if you don't want things. I worry they threaten, or brain wash.You are loved. Remember, I will always be here for you, try not to hurt me, I don't deserve it.
i only want you as anyone to me; it makes wonder if someone put this man up to it. I do write to him to find out if he lets out any information. What he has said about himself sounds like you, except he is very familiar. I think he is supposed to be you. If he does help me, help you, then i will hope he comes to the US to really help. I am hoping. Keep me in your mind as I do you. Pray for me. I love you!
I wish I could know how you feel. I will help no matter what, but it would lift me up to know you cared about me. I know I adore you, but I would feel so good knowing you at least wanted to still be my friend. I suppose it has been beaten out of you; to me it intensifies my devotion, not reduces it. I will always be there for you.
Please find a way to call me. I would be absolutely secretive about it. I am losing hope. I have no hope where it comes to you trusting those people. You will not live long around them.
Will you ever be able to leave your abuser? I will help you! In order to have a normal, fun life w/o someone who blows up at you w/o notice, or reason and no violence, you need to leave. Do you want someone who truly loves you and would give her life for you? That is me; plus we have so many things in common. I love you.
I just sent another email to the HBPD a copy of the Patch Story, and a complaint to AG, Rob Bonta. Let's see if they do anything out of the many I have already sent. I suppose they would rather have phone calls, but when I have done , they end up turning it on me and making me feel like the criminal! It
Well, the more time goes on, with no real action from you ; the more I should realise there never will be. I guess I need the false belief that you actually want to leave. I appreciate the way that you have kept up the pretense, but the longer it goes on the more I should understand that you want to be where you are and that that the police won't go to rescue you because you must have convinced them that you are happy where you are. If I am wrong; I am sorry, but time doesn't lie, does it? I am just waiting and waiting like a fool. You have been the most lovely dream of my life. I am still here; I still love you, but feeling like a fool and waiting just feels stupid. You seem to be kind of weeding me out anyway. If I ask for an answer, a specific one, it does not come. I just wanted to see you again and help in any way, but it is hard to understand if she is such a horrible person that you do not try and leave to be safe. Don't get used to bad treatment, please?
All I care about is you. I guess I may be waiting forever, but you are such a lovely person to wait for.......I wouldn't for anyone else. I just wish I were special enough for you to wait for, except I would love you like you had never been loved before.......or maybe like I had never loved before. I did love before, but you changed the meaning; I never loved like this before. You raised the bar. I reacted accordingly.
I have been told several times by different people, that YOU wanted me to be restrained, but I can understand the pressure to say that, but I did not deserve it, nor is it even a reason to put me under that illegal law!
If you want me to stay away; I WILL, but I do not deserve to be put under false law, merely to satisfy a crazy woman's desires to see me suffer for her whims! I also DO NOT DESERVE for her to hire people to try and harm me!
If you would trust me to file a change of attorney for you, that would solve a lot, or file a dismissal and you agree, but you know who would deny it.....
I wish that didn't have to be done. I wish you would leave and we could get you away and then take care of everything from then on. Also, if I need surgery, I can't do it w/o you.
I wish that didn't have to be done. I wish you would leave and we could get you away and then take care of everything from then on. Also, if I need surgery, I can't do it w/o you.
It is going to be a long time before the thing. It is too long! Couldn't something be done sooner? Because if something f's it up, then what? Just taking off is better.....but of course, I let no grass grow under my feet. Nearly each day, I work, study, try and hire......it is super tiring.
God, I miss you so much! I will love you like mad, or just be your friend, but whatever; I feel like you are a part of me. Not beautiful like you, but I am so mad for your looks and for the things you say.
Just tell me if you want to stay with that person who might kill you. I am so frightened. You know, even if you left, she could stay with the same way she has been used to with your financial input unless you want her to be legally dealt with. I think that is only right; you have suffered so much and so have I. She needs to learn a lesson. I am used to living on very little, but my dream is just to love you and listen to your things to say., I miss you so much. You healed me and made me live, but I also got so happy being near you; it was my beloved life.
Bread Machine Cinnamon Raisin Bread Prep: 10 mins Cook: 3 hrs 20 mins Total: 3 hrs 30 mins Servings: 10 servings Yield: 1 (2-pound) loaf 174 RATINGS Nutrition Facts (per serving) 307 Calories 5g Fat 59g Carbs 8g Protein (Nutrition information is calculated using an ingredient database and should be considered an estimate.) Cinnamon raisin bread is a lightly sweet yeast bread scented with cinnamon and studded with plump dried fruit. This recipe is designed for the bread machine, which might be one of the best inventions of the 20th century. It makes fresh-baked bread effortless, automating the mixing, kneading, rising, and baking in one simple device.
The cinnamon raisin bread is especially delicious for breakfast when spread with butter or cream cheese. It's excellent served alongside brunch dishes like an egg casserole, and leftovers are good toasted or turned into cinnamon French toast. The bread freezes well, too.
“Raisins and cinnamon make a nice addition to this simple bread machine recipe. It’s great toasted with a slather of butter, and I bet it would make a great French toast too. Slice and freeze leftovers, if you have any.” —Carrie Parente
Ingredients 1 1/4 cups water 3 tablespoons unsalted butter 2 teaspoons sea salt 3 tablespoons brown sugar, packed 4 1/4 cups bread flour 2 tablespoons nonfat dry milk 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 2 teaspoons active dry yeast 1 cup raisins Unsalted butter, room temperature, for serving Steps to Make It Gather the ingredients.
Place the ingredients in the bread machine pan in the order listed: water, butter, salt, brown sugar, bread flour, nonfat dry milk, and ground cinnamon.
Make a small well in the ingredients with your finger. Add the active dry yeast to the well; this will ensure the proper timing of the yeast reaction.
Process the bread in the bread machine at the sweet, rapid, or timed cycle, or according to manufacturer's directions. If the machine asks for the size of the loaf, select 2 pounds.
Add the raisins at the fruit and nut signal (about 30 to 40 minutes into the cycle, depending on the machine). If you add them in the beginning, the raisins will be pulverized.
Allow the bread machine to proceed through its cycle and bake the bread.
Remove the bread from the pan and place on a rack to cool completely before serving.
Serve with room temperature butter and enjoy.
Tip It's important to add ingredients to the bread machine in a certain order: liquids, dry ingredients, yeast. By adding the yeast last, you ensure that it remains separate from the liquids until the kneading cycle. Bread machines vary and some work best with ingredients in a different order; review your machine's directions just in case. If you live at a high altitude, be sure to adjust bread machine recipes just like you would oven-baked goods. Recipe Variations Swap raisins for currants or dried cranberries if you like. Add 1/2 cup of chopped and toasted walnuts or pecans along with the dried fruit. How to Store and Freeze Is it OK to Use Regular Flour in a Bread Machine? Often thought of as "regular" flour, all-purpose flour is a good substitute for bread flour, even in a bread machine. The difference between the two is that bread flour includes more gluten, which gives bread more rise. For the most part, you won't notice the difference when making this bread with all-purpose flour.
Can Bread Be Left in the Bread Machine? It is best to remove baked bread from the bread machine and pan as soon as possible. Many machines have a "keep warm" setting that lasts for about an hour. While it won't overbake the bread, the crust will get harder. The bigger concern is that the residual heat inside the machine can cause condensation and make the bread soggy. If you want fresh-baked bread ready for breakfast, utilize your bread machine's delayed start function. Set it to start early in the morning so you wake up to the lovely aroma of fresh-baked bread and a delicious meal.
I will make it with granulated sugar substitute, like Stevia. I will break in my bread making machine. It sounds so nice!
The phone in with the lymphedema material is good, but if they don't send the phone, you will know it has been removed. Tell them at your work to give it back. It is cheap, but useful. Say it is a direct lymphedema line.
I sent some of the emails to the DA, two assistant DAs and an Inspector. I was told the DA is out of the office and so were both Ass DAs The DA usually does nothing, except hurt innocent people! I may need to call the inspector, but he does nothing any longer. I hope you will take pity on me and follow month, and day idea. I am trying not to die of a possible aneurysm, before freedom.
For information regarding the pardon process and instructions on how to apply for the first time, please visit the Governor's website at: www.gov.ca.gov/clemency. am applying for a pardon! It may be only for bigger cases, but I am giving it a try and could bring attention to our/my plight! If you applied for a pardon prior to January 7, 2019, and you would like Governor Newsom to consider your application, you may re-apply. For information and instructions, please visit the Governor’s website at www.gov.ca.gov/clemency.
I did nothing wrong, yet it seems my entire life from here on out is completely Fuk'ed up. Maybe I can pull myself up and out, but maybe I won't. More time and cruelty has gone by than I ever expected. The family pride ends with me. I am ashamed.
You are more elegant with one movement of your little finger than even the most celebrated pianist from Juilliard. Your natural grace and style are a thing of beauty to behold! I am in awe!
I worry about my eyes and what it means. If I need surgery, I cannot have it done there at K. Somehow she would get involved and I would end up drooling into a cup forever after, or just sneeze and oops! There I go! Never having seen you again and then me 6 feet under! I imagine that is the plan. I see no one now anyway. My life feels over. I had planned to have some nice times.....I wanted that so much!
You are on my mind almost at all times. I am keeping you safe in my heart. If anyone harms you, I will go after them with a sad heart and a vengeful mind.
Doing my monthly Amazon business. It is less expensive (most of the time) than buying in the area. Just making Bezos richer, I guess.....oh well, someone should, I suppose!
Spoke with my mother tonight, but prior she warned me about not calling her between 7=8, because he shows are on. I think she said Jeopardy and something else I forgot. I was glad I got her answering macine so that she would have a record of me telling her to call me if she ever needed, or she could come here, after I get it ready, she said, "if that ever happens!" I am not exactly fast, but as I have said; it is hard to get people here to help, or any of those junk removal companies. I have gone through many of them, with no results. Oh well, little, by little with my own dumpsters from the complex.I am absolutely looking forward to going to a restaurant; even the one here in the complex. I have gotten take out, but it would be fun to hear the liveliness and laughter of the customers. As you know; I go nowhere, so some fun would be nice.
My mother is always laughing. She also sounded so strong that it was encouraging. She was so thrilled that my son went there and took her stereo system, fixed it and brought it back. He is so smart, I am very proud of him. He would have made a great doctor, because he is so compassionate and lovely with older people; he did a great job with my great aunt and uncle, whereas I was with my great uncle on New Year's Eve and we laughed and had some sparkling wine and he was gone the next day! Crap! I felt hideous!!! I remember telling you and you were very comforting; I appreciated it. Another reason to love you. He at least saw the visiting nurse that night and gave him an Rx for cough syrup that he had a small bit of, but not close to the wine. Naturally I still think about it! But, we spoke French that night and joked and laughed so much! Next day men from the Neptune Society came to take him away. Nice people; they looked like Mormons, or 7th day Adventists who come to your door.
Please don't take everything I say in my emails too seriously. I make them sound dire to make a point. I guess. I also panic very quickly. I hope what I have been saying to make this a better life and find justice. Please be okay and if not, let me know....yeah I know ......I hope you will stay in touch with me. I am on your side. Should I do something different? It is so difficult living this way. I don't know how you have done it. Sorry for being maybe too honest about you personally, maybe I was wrong, but I get so angry at her and I am so protective of you. Try and understand me. I am out of my depth with her craziness. I will fight for you, but if you don't want that, I won't; but I want you free. Help me help you. I write most things with sleep deprivation, so too much truth maybe. I love you so very much, but if I do things wrong I am sorry. I thought I was shown things for a reason. I have been treated like shit by people in authority, etc. I feel worse than wanting to die sometimes, but your sweetness kept me going. Don't ever not be my friend. You have been life to me for so long. Don't let them hurt you. If I ever do upset you it is my ignorance, but they want to hurt you. You are the one I want to love and take care of. Good morning, beautiful friend, I love!
Those a-holes are not planning to let you go. That trial kinda fucked us both over and it still gives me nightmares. If it happens again, that seals your fate and mine, but more you than me. It just cannot happen again for anything good.
I miss you so much, I hurt. I hate thinking you might be suffering. Of course you are suffering. How could you not? You are my life and I think of you so often; I have a hard time thinking about anything else I would ever have on my mind. I would not want to have anything but you on my mind, or in my heart; you are pure joy..
Dear Authorities, Please, I am a senior woman who has been the victim of over 7 years of nightmare treatment due to the intentional cruel attacks of Michael C. Guasco and the mentally ill Dr, Noushin Nicole Moayeri, Dr. Lukaszewicz's former domestic partner. Guasco and Dr. Moayeri use me as a never ending punching bag! I have never once done anything to deserve being treated this way! Since is was so random and no one bothered to find the truth, one can only surmise that they did this to me as a scapegoat and to be certain I would not be able to help Dr. Lukaszewicz to be able to live a free life from abuse, because A CROOKED ATTORNEY wants to give his client whatever her malignant narcissist, crazy mind wants! What she wants is to torment me and eventually kill me. She will do the same to Dr. Lukaszewicz! You have had the truth from me, from Dr. Lukaszewicz, but it has been ignored! You purposly have allowed Dr. Lukaszewicz and myself to suffer in inhumane ways! The people who cause criminal acts are ALLOWED TO DO IT! You who do nothing to END THIS are as guilty as any of the criminals! Please correct the wrong being done to me and to Dr. Lukaszewicz and give us both our freedom!!
I will be certain those allowing the continued suffering will find themselves paying for it!
I took a nap, for my eyes (they are still terrible) and the first thing I thought of was, "I adore him!" They are ALL fighting hard to keep you AS YOU ARE! I did not think as much why they wood, but the money must be flowing! Sweetie, we NEED to get you OUT! We need to get you protected! Keep my plan in your mind! I need to get some ID, so I can be ready to do the ultimate to protect you! I mean, I want us to keep each other safe! I had no idea that San Mateo County was so BAD! It is worse than damn Russia as far as rights go! IT IS ALL MONEY! Either marry me, or buy your way out! We NEED TO GO THE EXTRA MILE!
I told the ENTIRE DAs OFFICE, "Well, when Dr. Lukaszewicz hears about all those who refused to help him; he should SUE YOU ALL! WILLFUL NEGLIGENCE! They are all such fucked up clowns!
I told them, when I saw him in court, he looked like the textbook definition of someone who was being labor trafficked and that if we see anyone who looks like that to report it! I have been, but no one will do anything! I think that I may have my renter start being the one to ask for help for you; so if you see Michael Levine as a name, you know him.
So, even thoughI was trying to explain your situation and that help was needed, he comes back with this gem: On Thu, Aug 4, 2022 at 6:52 AM Kevin Raffaelli wrote: Ms. Petrovich,
As previously stated you are prohibited by a Restraining Order to harass Dr. Moayeri and Dr. Lukaszewicz, Law Enforcement will not be a means for you do so. Mr. Guasco is their attorney, Law Enforcement will not conduct an investigation into Attorney Guasco as another means for you to harass Dr. Moayeri and Dr. Lukaszewicz.
Can you BELIEVE THIS???!!! I give him EVERY REASON TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS NOT HIS ATTORNEY, AND IS A CROOK AND HE STILL THINKS I AM HARASSING HIM I WISH MY DOCTOR WERE ABLE TO SPEAK FOR HIMSELF! What is the damn point of working your ass off to be successful, if it just attracts predators? MY FRIEND NEEDS TO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM!
I left a message looking for help. I have been having a back and forth with someone at the DA's office and have finally gotten to the last explanation that nails whole ridiculous thing. 7 years for something so insane! I still don't know what better help will be found is just a plan of escape; otherwise look forward to another 7 years of status quo, unless the end happens first. I would so love to have things back to better than normal soon, but only if DIY is incorporated. Hugs and love!
Haviva von Martinitz 1:17 PM (7 minutes ago) to swagstaffe, Richard, DDAVIS, kraffaelli
So, basically, there was/is too much wrong with this entire RESTRAINING ORDER thing to just accept any of it to be true. Mr. Guasco came along, sold himself to Kaiser as a contract attorney, obviously to make money, and then he proceeded to take away rights we (any of use, even from the supposed Plaintiff) should have had to use. There was never any A-Z; it just started at Z from the premise that I was guilty, not innocent until proven guilty! That is what is wrong with TROs, because most of it is behind the scenes and the accused is blindsided for most of it. My doctor is NOT the restraining order type, plus I got 3 different handwriting experts to say that his signature was forged. That IMMEDIATELY VOIDS A RESTRAINING ORDER TO PREVENT THIS VERY KIND OF DECEIT FROM HAPPENING!To me, the larger burden of proof should be on the accuser, because they are coming from the weaker position, especially since my doctor was railroaded/forced into accepting the role of Plaintiff. In court, he refuted the entire premise, as do I. There is no proof for the need for a TRO in my case, nor a restraining order at all, but there rarely is in a TRO, because it is generally an emergency situation to protect against violence and fast action for safety reasons is a necessity, but Mr. Guasco wanted to speed things up, not out of a necessity for safety, (GIVING GIFTS IS HARDLY A REASON FOR A TRO, OR ANY R.O. AT ALL! MR. GUASCO COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE to use as a reason for a TRO; it is laughable, BUT HE STILL GOT IT PUSHED THROUGH! I HAVE BEEN RAILROAD AND STILL PUT INTO JAIL, but because he wanted to hurry things through, so he would not have to show any legal prowess, because he is greatly lacking in the legal knowledge, or skills area; (his prowess is Kaiser's money and those weak enough to accept it in lieu of evidence, or truth). I do not believe this is a one time incident; I believe he has decided that using a TRO to blindside his victims, would be his new income stream. He is using the same method as he used when he was supposed to kick expensive patients off KAISER'S list of insurance patients to save them money! That must be an ongoing situation, since the healthcare act does not allow people with prior health issues to be refused insurance, even the very ill, or handicapped, so they are kicked off later and as attorney Mr. John W. Busman said, Mike Guasco was filing an inordinate amount of TROs for normal use and situations, but he was illegally framing them to get them a TRO and out of Kaiser! (Lucky them!) Guasco also had/has Kaiser filing a lot of frivolous legal suits. http://socallawblog.blogspot.com/2016/02/is-kaiser-hospital-pursuing-frivolous.html
There should be an investigation done by the DA's office. Mr. Guasco uses TROs as a template and as long as he gets key officers of the court such as judges etc; to go along, he can use that template to scam doctors and their companies who force them to go along, like Kaiser is doing to Dr. Lukaszewicz, under threat, to go along against me, so they can keep surgeon, Dr. Moayeri happy. But with Dr. Lukaszewicz, they have gone one step further and began labor trafficking him to make his life appear normal, just to make a narcissistic woman, who wants his life to go along the way she wants, so naturally she keeps him under lock and key and camera, so her twisted, criminal mind is happy. That is NOT how our society should work, unless we all want to live like a Mafia colony, with people living under threat and bribe, while our system of Justice and Democracy disappear! Trump tried that and hopefully he will go down and find a life in prison! He is also apparently a narcissist too. He, like Dr. Moayeri, thinks that the world is their oyster and they can lure people in key roles to facilitate their ILLEGAL plans! I happen to be a citizen of a country where that concept is abhorrent to me because I happen to like Democracy, not a place where everything runs on money and threats!
Mike Guasco's greed is a cancer on our system of Justice and it IS YOUR JOB to INVESTIGATE AND ERADICATE IT! Make certain Dr. LUKASZEWICZ is SAFE, FREE and able to LIVE THE LIFE HE WANTS! DO NOT FACILITATE A DECENT PERSON'S DEMISE TO HELP A DRUG DEALING SCUMBAG, CANCER ON DEMOCRACY, MIKE C. GUASCO, END UP KILLING DR. LUKASZEWICZ, to KEEP GUASCO'S ILLEGAL SECRETS SAFE! NOTHING WILL STOP ME, NOT YOUR ABSURD SOUNDING RATIONALIZATIONS FOR NOT HELPING HIM, NOR USING INVALID PROTOCOLS FOR AN INVALID RESTRAINING ORDER! IT IS EVIL and YOU KNOW IT! STOP IT BEFORE YOU GET MIXED IN WITH MIKE GUASCO'S ILLEGAL SCHEMES AND END UP DISGRACED and DR. LUKASZEWICZ DIES! FREE HIM NOW!!! What Guasco has been doing by undermining the Court and our system of JUSTICE, is TANTAMOUNT TO TREASON! STOP HIM NOW!
I am waiting for an office to call me back to possibly call me back. I was up early, due to a phone call by a medical office to my renter, so I need to rest for a bit..
Please give me a reason to smile. Down in the dumps seems to be my natural go to position. At least I can think about loving you. I am just sad that I may never See you again I am getting bashed for asking them to help you. I am being told that I am being harassing of you and the abuser. That office must be getting a shit load of money! Did I miss the fact that it is you who are next in line for the throne? You are so elegant and refined. I wouldn't be surprised. I love your sweet heart and all of you. I hope you can escape, let me help. Bless you and keep you safe. I don't want to disappoint anyone, but especially not "B". Maybe we could meet where she is someday. She kept me going for so long......I promised to keep you safe, but suppose I underestimated the enemy. I would do anything for you, dear one!
I must sleep! When I erased everything on my form; I got serious! So, I will finish it later after rest and send it to a process server and wait. I was completely down in the dumps, but I am grabbing myself upward and upward! Wish me luck, darling one! Bless you! BIG HUGS!
He seems to feel entitled, so not much is moving forward. I do not feel good and I want to feel better soon. I need your advice, but you cannot see my mess, unless you can just ignore temp uck. I had such a lot of work I did for a long time when I moved from my home in Sunnyvale, then when I moved to Millbrae with my great aunt and uncle's stuff. Their garage was loaded nearly to the ceiling. I jumped in, hired dumpster after dumpster and got it cleared out. You know, I have fallen apart for the last 7 years. For the first 4, I cried everyday at a very intense level. I have lost energy at the same time. I hope I can get this new place for help, they do damages. I think you could do well with them too. I think you need to get away from the bad guys and get people who are on your side. I just get meanness from people, because I know I am being smeared. K money is fuc'ing everything up. It is not fair. I may want to fix everything up here and sell, but then again it is a great location and prices are going up. My problems have punched me in the gut. I think if those bad people feel pressured, they may pull a bad sudden move and do you a real permanent nasty, like "B"? so we need to jump and surprise. I am so worried they dug themselves in way too deep and won't trust you and panic. I am going to need answers, please? I want to keep you alive and better; happy. See, I come from a different position than anyone else, because I love you. I will take risks for you, but I am panicking. Just jump when you can, soon please? Don't be your own worst enemy!
Did she do surgery on you w/o your permission? If I can say that; no one would deny you help.That is what I figured you were indicating the last day I saw you. I didn't want to make assumptions, so I just took what I was shown and let it be what it was. It didn't matter terribly, because I love you no matter what. I just understood that I love you; nothing could change that.
I want to be certain the court stuff against her is what you really want. She is awful, and tried to seriously harm me but I need to know you want it. You should, but it is traumatic.ly
I need to understand why things/people are so against me. I believe the attorney has his own agenda of big bucks paid to him by her, or someone. It is sick and unAmerican! They need to know from you what you have suffered. Tell the woman who calls there/you there has been much abuse that has harmed you. You MUST get away!
Hi dear one! I have gotten a letter that could well end up putting me in jail for no reason. I could end up getting 3 years and end up with a felony! It is outrageous! A woman who was grateful for her caring doctor and friend! This is what is called a living nightmare! Of course, I still love him and would do anything for him! He is everything to me!
live. If he approves of the papers being filed, I know "B' will be happy. Helping you was all she wanted. Me too. Please don't let them beat you and kill you. A number 10 all at once, would have me file the papers to your safety.
I could get rid of them all, if I can be assured you will back me! DON'T YOU WANT TO BE FREE? Think they will EVER DO THAT ON THEIR OWN? NO! OF COURSE NOT!
I am so tired of hurting. I know you must hurt terribly too. I am writing what I can about the abuse I am figuring has been suffered. I really wish I knew for certain. I hate that you hurt; I panic terribly I hyperventilate. I feel so awful that my insides feel like they they pass out at times if i think about it too long. I am compassionate, but not if you are hurting and being hurt. I cannot forgive cruelty toward you. I love you and will die if you are taken
"It's by far the hardest thing I have ever done thing, to be so in love in love with you and so alone".....`John Denver......it could have been me writing that...........
How did this happen? It is because of their greed and my lack of it. I look at life through rose colored glasses and think people are honest, which opens me up to predators. I never thought predators would attack in this way. These predators mean serious criminal business. Their victims MUST do everything possible to escape their criminal activity. i think, as I said; fight fire with fire!
I will try and get thing done and going today, or at least tomorrow. My roomate/renter will drive things and mail some. I would love you to do a change or attorney......
I have been finding more things to help me, so I will utilize them. Parts are difficult to understand, so my renter bought a membership to a group that should have answers and help me do things correctly. I am also looking at examples. I am getting near. Keep hope dear one ! I am happy for your friend's willingness to help. (Michael Levine) He will always come through in a pinch. He is a nice guy; glad I met him. Take good care; keep a prayer for us all! Hugs and much love!
I am going to put my declaration with my R.O. to him. Then I will do one to her. Wondering if you want one to her soon? When my driver goes to deliver things directly; it could go for her too, or I might mail it, so it can take place in your area, ot if you think that area is too tainted. I think it has all been bought. It is all been illegally done, so it is a hard place to go. You need R.O.s Also a substitution of attorney.
Just bought this. I do seem to do best with HP, so I wanted to give this one a try. Arriving September 28 - September 30 Track package HP DeskJet Plus 4140 All-in-One Printer 8QB70A#B1H Buy it again
I am going to have a lot of writing, so I need reliable copier. I plan to put my copiers to rest if I get to see you again. I could not think of anything better in life. You.
I hope you are well, darling one. I am reading emails from the false legal attacks on me. It hurts. I hope anyone in my position, or worse will prevail; this is hideous.
I always wondered how well a person could do by moping around and not really living and barely breathing from the sadness I felt by missing you. It is the saddest story of the ages; being ripped away from the love of your life. I hope your papers were done correctly. Soon you should be free and someone else not. If all goes well; he will soon be out of your life. All I have ever wanted is your happiness. "Are you happy?" you asked me. I knew you were telling me you were not. I loved you even more right then. I ached for you.
I will get a stamped copy from the ct. & have someone go from there to get it to the proper destination. I will get it going after Mon to get my mailed papers to the ct. it said 5-7 days and it was day before yesterday. so I will keep checking to see if/when they get there.
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One thing is for him to stay away from me. Another is for mine to be over. Another is for him to be away from you. Nothing for her, unless indicated. it is very personal, but it can be done, gently. I need to be told. I love you.
I will send copies to the other people via delivery people. do not know how it all works, but I guess as long as everyone involved gets a notice and a date; it is good. I just need to keep up with it all. It is easy, but it is also not.
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ReplyDeleteI wish I could know how you feel. I will help no matter what, but it would lift me up to know you cared about me. I know I adore you, but I would feel so good knowing you at least wanted to still be my friend. I suppose it has been beaten out of you; to me it intensifies my devotion, not reduces it. I will always be there for you.
DeleteI need you.
DeleteDear sweet one, I miss you so very much, but I am irresistibly tired. Are you okay? You seem different than yesterday. You seem less than enthusiastic. I want to hold you. I want to help you. I want Come see me, or whatever you want. I love you. me.
DeleteLet's be certain to get this meeting. I feel like flying.I will do anything to make you feel happy.
ReplyDeleteI want to make certain we have an agreement set up so that we all sign and agree to parameters, so no other hostage situation comes up again, or any future R.O. I also think the door should come off your office, kind of symbolic, like the Berlin Wall coming down.
ReplyDeleteYou are the love of my life.
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ReplyDeleteLike me of not, but let me free you.Okay, dear one?
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ReplyDeleteI mean, there is a lot to sue for, but I want to keep it less complicated.and give my witness the most chance to be heard. I would like him to say that he never wanted the RO and does not want it now and was never real. That way, I can do what you want to keep you safe.
ReplyDeleteI wish you were here right now. I miss you.
ReplyDeleteI cannot get an attorney, but when this is over for us, we could go in on an attorney and sue whoever you want.....
ReplyDeleteYou get damages out the ears. Me too.
Or just have them go to jail.. However that is done.
It is difficult to do things, since there are so many restrictions and individual choices. Certain things could cause hurt feelings at first, but are necessary to cut corners and get things done quickly and easily. It is what one must do when they have more wits than wealth.Law is for the wealthy. It is so wrong.
ReplyDeleteIt really did. Anything that meant anything stopped.
ReplyDeleteI go back and forth being kindly, or being vindictive. I have suffered, but not like you, but I feel that being more agreeable, or kindly, more can get done in less time. You need to take everything into consideration, esp your children. I wonder how grateful she will be if you show her kindness. She needs to get that other one away. He will fuck you over and then her. If I ask for mediation, will you take it? Don't tell anyone, but it is all we have.
ReplyDeletePlease help back me when I get the ear of someone coming up soon. I plan to write first, but I hope it works out better than last time. This may be my last time I can do it, but be with me.I am frightened to lose you. They wanted me to be so sad I would die. I frankly came rather close, but I kept my head, but it was tortured recovery. My love kept me going, but it was also my love that nearly did me in. I want to love you forever.
ReplyDeletePlay "Looking For Space"
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Looking For Space
John Denver
On the road of experience, I'm trying to find my own way.
Sometimes I wish that I could fly away
When I think that I'm moving, suddenly things stand still
I'm afraid 'cause I think they always will
And I'm looking for space
And to find out who I am
And I'm looking to know and understand
It's a sweet, sweet dream
Sometimes I'm almost there
Sometimes I fly like an eagle
And sometimes I'm deep in despair
All alone in the universe, sometimes that's how it seems
I get lost in the sadness and the screams
Then I look in the center, suddenly everything's clear
I find myself in the sunshine and my dreams
And I'm looking for space
And to find out who I am
And I'm looking to know and understand
It's a sweet, sweet dream
Sometimes I'm almost there
Sometimes I fly like an eagle
And sometimes I'm deep in despair
On the road of experience, join in the living day
if there's an answer, it's just that it's just that way
When you're looking for space
And to find out who you are
When you're looking to try and reach the stars
It's a sweet, sweet sweet dream
Sometimes I'm almost there
Sometimes I fly like an eagle
But sometimes I'm deep in despair
Sometimes I fly like an eagle,
like an eagle
I go flying flying
As far as I am concerned, this is the only post that needs to be present. It hurts so much. That someone who abuses him and gets to be around him is shocking and terrorizing; I am unable to relax. I would have loved him like mad during all of this time!
ReplyDeleteI just get so confused and unable to understand what I should do when running away seems the most expedient and avoids the cruel people. I know it is rough being stuck between a rock and a hard place, but it is necessary to be safe first and foremost; then sort it out from safety.
ReplyDeleteI was just thinking about GS and how he would handle this. First, the situation should be better understood.Then again, you are dealing w/crazy. They seem to say abrupt moves, no warning, are best w/narcs.
ReplyDeleteI was watching a documentary about Agatha Christie and she reminded me of "her"in her pics. I remember why she hates me a lot. I did not know your phone line was bugged and said a few jokey things about her looking matronly and older than you, so obviously got back to her. The R.O. arrived not much later. She is hair trigger sensitive. From what I have read, narcs are extremely vindictive forever. She needs an R.O. from you and me.
ReplyDeleteIf I put out a petition on a popular petition site,may I use your picture? (The gorgeous one)
ReplyDeleteEach day my heart breaks more; if that is possible.
ReplyDeleteI am so much in love, it makes me hurt.
I do not know what is going on, but some guy on Twitter is being very nice to me and wants to help me, help you.How can I turn that down? I need to know more; I am worried too. I think "someone" could have hired him to work on my vulnerabilities. He looks like you in a way and says nice things. I am lonely and sad, but if he says he will he me help you, i won't push him away. I have little help. I am frightened. Con artists catch more flies with honey. I need to speak to you.
ReplyDeletePlease come back! I am dying w/o you!
ReplyDeleteFrom my post: I think we need to understand what is happening at all times.Understand that I will not stop helping, so don't turn down help that comes out of the blue. It does no one any good to have me removed from society. I wish also that you would try and reason with people. By people, I mean "her", but if you know it is impossible, don't annoy. I don't want you hurt. I keep looking at new companies, but a snafu arises and I need to look further. I am still doing Sm Clms Ct and trying to reason w/my freebie atny. I also keep sending things to an investigative journalist and the DOJ. Let me know if you don't want things. I worry they threaten, or brain wash.You are loved. Remember, I will always be here for you, try not to hurt me, I don't deserve it.
ReplyDeleteThe DOJ has my complaint, but no action right now. It has me upset. They gave me ideas about what to do right now.
ReplyDeleteI still hold hope and always will. Please look for mail from my small claims. Is it better to send it to home, or work?
ReplyDeleteI love you so very much. I keep being approached by someone else in a very intense manner. it hurts. i want to see you so badly
ReplyDeleteI only want you as my friend, or more;
ReplyDeletei only want you as anyone to me; it makes wonder if someone put this man up to it. I do write to him to find out if he lets out any information. What he has said about himself sounds like you, except he is very familiar. I think he is supposed to be you. If he does help me, help you, then i will hope he comes to the US to really help. I am hoping. Keep me in your mind as I do you. Pray for me. I love you!
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I wish I could know how you feel. I will help no matter what, but it would lift me up to know you cared about me. I know I adore you, but I would feel so good knowing you at least wanted to still be my friend. I suppose it has been beaten out of you; to me it intensifies my devotion, not reduces it. I will always be there for you.
ReplyDeleteSometimes I feel like a feral animal, living by instinct.
ReplyDeletePlease find a way to call me. I would be absolutely secretive about it. I am losing hope. I have no hope where it comes to you trusting those people. You will not live long around them.
ReplyDeleteLook for any opportunity and RUN!
ReplyDeleteI love and adore you!
ReplyDeleteI wish I were all snuggly with you right now!
ReplyDeleteWill you ever be able to leave your abuser? I will help you! In order to have a normal, fun life w/o someone who blows up at you w/o notice, or reason and no violence, you need to leave. Do you want someone who truly loves you and would give her life for you? That is me; plus we have so many things in common. I love you.
ReplyDeleteTell me when I may come and get you. I will be there to help you. You need freedom. I need to see you free.
ReplyDeleteI would never even think of abusing you. That would be like ripping the wings off of an angel.
I love you so very much!
I guess I will post as usual, but my heart is hurting. Please be very well! Hugs and love!
ReplyDeleteI love you.
ReplyDeleteI just sent another email to the HBPD a copy of the Patch Story, and a complaint to AG, Rob Bonta. Let's see if they do anything out of the many I have already sent. I suppose they would rather have phone calls, but when I have done , they end up turning it on me and making me feel like the criminal! It
ReplyDeleteis absurd! It also tells me that one must take action in one's own hands. It is a matter of doing it before we are too old to move! :-)
ReplyDeleteHello, my love!
ReplyDeleteMonth and day.......please?
ReplyDeletehttps://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to-distinguish-between-normal-marital-arguments-and-abuse#in-daily-life
ReplyDeleteIf you get away from your abuser(s?) I would get you to a good therapist and even go too, if you would be okay with it.
ReplyDeleteI love you for yourself. Let me get you before someone hurts you too hard. I WILL come get you! LET ME!
ReplyDeleteMonth & Day..........my mantra..........
ReplyDeleteI LOVE YOU, my dear, sweet one!
ReplyDeleteWell, the more time goes on, with no real action from you ; the more I should realise there never will be. I guess I need the false belief that you actually want to leave. I appreciate the way that you have kept up the pretense, but the longer it goes on the more I should understand that you want to be where you are and that that the police won't go to rescue you because you must have convinced them that you are happy where you are. If I am wrong; I am sorry, but time doesn't lie, does it? I am just waiting and waiting like a fool. You have been the most lovely dream of my life. I am still here; I still love you, but feeling like a fool and waiting just feels stupid. You seem to be kind of weeding me out anyway. If I ask for an answer, a specific one, it does not come. I just wanted to see you again and help in any way, but it is hard to understand if she is such a horrible person that you do not try and leave to be safe. Don't get used to bad treatment, please?
ReplyDeleteShould I have all my faith and trust in you? I really still do.
ReplyDeleteAll I care about is you. I guess I may be waiting forever, but you are such a lovely person to wait for.......I wouldn't for anyone else. I just wish I were special enough for you to wait for, except I would love you like you had never been loved before.......or maybe like I had never loved before. I did love before, but you changed the meaning; I never loved like this before. You raised the bar. I reacted accordingly.
ReplyDeleteI have no idea what the future holds, but I certainly would love to see you during the holidays.
ReplyDeleteI would love to see you at ANY time, but this crazy R.O. needs to END! I WILL find a way to put her in JAIL otherwise!
ReplyDeleteI have been told several times by different people, that YOU wanted me to be restrained, but I can understand the pressure to say that, but I did not deserve it, nor is it even a reason to put me under that illegal law!
ReplyDeleteIf you want me to stay away; I WILL, but I do not deserve to be put under false law, merely to satisfy a crazy woman's desires to see me suffer for her whims! I also DO NOT DESERVE for her to hire people to try and harm me!
ReplyDeleteCome back to me, please; as a friend, whatever? I want nothing from you, but I want to protect you and see you again. I miss you so much!
ReplyDeleteIf you would trust me to file a change of attorney for you, that would solve a lot, or file a dismissal and you agree, but you know who would deny it.....
ReplyDeleteBreaking free, would be the best ever! I will do anything! Please!
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ReplyDeleteThe stress of this thing is hurting my health.
ReplyDeleteDid anyone come and give you papers?
ReplyDeleteI wish that didn't have to be done. I wish you would leave and we could get you away and then take care of everything from then on. Also, if I need surgery, I can't do it w/o you.
ReplyDeleteI wish that didn't have to be done. I wish you would leave and we could get you away and then take care of everything from then on. Also, if I need surgery, I can't do it w/o you.
ReplyDeleteIt is going to be a long time before the thing. It is too long! Couldn't something be done sooner? Because if something f's it up, then what? Just taking off is better.....but of course, I let no grass grow under my feet. Nearly each day, I work, study, try and hire......it is super tiring.
ReplyDeleteIt COULD be so EASY!
God, I miss you so much! I will love you like mad, or just be your friend, but whatever; I feel like you are a part of me. Not beautiful like you, but I am so mad for your looks and for the things you say.
ReplyDeleteJust tell me if you want to stay with that person who might kill you. I am so frightened. You know, even if you left, she could stay with the same way she has been used to with your financial input unless you want her to be legally dealt with. I think that is only right; you have suffered so much and so have I. She needs to learn a lesson. I am used to living on very little, but my dream is just to love you and listen to your things to say., I miss you so much. You healed me and made me live, but I also got so happy being near you; it was my beloved life.
ReplyDeleteBread Machine Cinnamon Raisin Bread
ReplyDeletePrep:
10 mins
Cook:
3 hrs 20 mins
Total:
3 hrs 30 mins
Servings:
10 servings
Yield:
1 (2-pound) loaf
174 RATINGS
Nutrition Facts (per serving)
307
Calories
5g
Fat
59g
Carbs
8g
Protein
(Nutrition information is calculated using an ingredient database and should be considered an estimate.)
Cinnamon raisin bread is a lightly sweet yeast bread scented with cinnamon and studded with plump dried fruit. This recipe is designed for the bread machine, which might be one of the best inventions of the 20th century. It makes fresh-baked bread effortless, automating the mixing, kneading, rising, and baking in one simple device.
The cinnamon raisin bread is especially delicious for breakfast when spread with butter or cream cheese. It's excellent served alongside brunch dishes like an egg casserole, and leftovers are good toasted or turned into cinnamon French toast. The bread freezes well, too.
“Raisins and cinnamon make a nice addition to this simple bread machine recipe. It’s great toasted with a slather of butter, and I bet it would make a great French toast too. Slice and freeze leftovers, if you have any.” —Carrie Parente
ReplyDeleteIngredients
1 1/4 cups water
3 tablespoons unsalted butter
2 teaspoons sea salt
3 tablespoons brown sugar, packed
4 1/4 cups bread flour
2 tablespoons nonfat dry milk
2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
2 teaspoons active dry yeast
1 cup raisins
Unsalted butter, room temperature, for serving
Steps to Make It
Gather the ingredients.
Place the ingredients in the bread machine pan in the order listed: water, butter, salt, brown sugar, bread flour, nonfat dry milk, and ground cinnamon.
Make a small well in the ingredients with your finger. Add the active dry yeast to the well; this will ensure the proper timing of the yeast reaction.
Process the bread in the bread machine at the sweet, rapid, or timed cycle, or according to manufacturer's directions. If the machine asks for the size of the loaf, select 2 pounds.
Add the raisins at the fruit and nut signal (about 30 to 40 minutes into the cycle, depending on the machine). If you add them in the beginning, the raisins will be pulverized.
Allow the bread machine to proceed through its cycle and bake the bread.
Remove the bread from the pan and place on a rack to cool completely before serving.
Serve with room temperature butter and enjoy.
Tip
It's important to add ingredients to the bread machine in a certain order: liquids, dry ingredients, yeast. By adding the yeast last, you ensure that it remains separate from the liquids until the kneading cycle. Bread machines vary and some work best with ingredients in a different order; review your machine's directions just in case.
If you live at a high altitude, be sure to adjust bread machine recipes just like you would oven-baked goods.
Recipe Variations
Swap raisins for currants or dried cranberries if you like.
Add 1/2 cup of chopped and toasted walnuts or pecans along with the dried fruit.
How to Store and Freeze
Is it OK to Use Regular Flour in a Bread Machine?
Often thought of as "regular" flour, all-purpose flour is a good substitute for bread flour, even in a bread machine. The difference between the two is that bread flour includes more gluten, which gives bread more rise. For the most part, you won't notice the difference when making this bread with all-purpose flour.
Can Bread Be Left in the Bread Machine?
It is best to remove baked bread from the bread machine and pan as soon as possible. Many machines have a "keep warm" setting that lasts for about an hour. While it won't overbake the bread, the crust will get harder. The bigger concern is that the residual heat inside the machine can cause condensation and make the bread soggy. If you want fresh-baked bread ready for breakfast, utilize your bread machine's delayed start function. Set it to start early in the morning so you wake up to the lovely aroma of fresh-baked bread and a delicious meal.
I will make it with granulated sugar substitute, like Stevia. I will break in my bread making machine. It sounds so nice!
I would like to get my kitchen remodeled. I think lenders will be happy lending for improvement of the property.
ReplyDeleteI have been frustrated with my place, many things need to be fixed and getting help way out here is not easy.
ReplyDeleteI am thinking that info on lymphedema would be good to have. They will also send a complimentary phone as a gift for "emergency" use.......
ReplyDeleteI want to get you safe and take care of you. You deserve to be loved, not used.
ReplyDeleteI want to hold you as long as you feel you could be healed by it and if you enjoy it. I know it would be beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI wrote to those in authority and got the email addresses to others in authority since those I wrote to first were "out of office."
ReplyDeleteI worry so much about you.
ReplyDeleteLet's go! You MUST want to have some fun and caring times!
ReplyDeleteThe phone in with the lymphedema material is good, but if they don't send the phone, you will know it has been removed. Tell them at your work to give it back. It is cheap, but useful. Say it is a direct lymphedema line.
ReplyDeleteI don't want to get my eyes checked until I can have you to observe and give input. I only trust you; no matter where it happens.
ReplyDeleteI don't want to get my eyes checked until I can have you to observe and give input. I only trust you; no matter where it happens.
ReplyDeleteI sent some of the emails to the DA, two assistant DAs and an Inspector. I was told the DA is out of the office and so were both Ass DAs The DA usually does nothing, except hurt innocent people! I may need to call the inspector, but he does nothing any longer. I hope you will take pity on me and follow month, and day idea. I am trying not to die of a possible aneurysm, before freedom.
ReplyDeletePlease escape possible death from criminals. Make a plan. I will do anything for you.
ReplyDeleteFor information regarding the pardon process and instructions on how to apply for the first time, please visit the Governor's website at: www.gov.ca.gov/clemency.
ReplyDeleteam applying for a pardon! It may be only for bigger cases, but I am giving it a try and could bring attention to our/my plight!
If you applied for a pardon prior to January 7, 2019, and you would like Governor Newsom to consider your application, you may re-apply. For information and instructions, please visit the Governor’s website at www.gov.ca.gov/clemency.
ReplyDeleteI am so tired of living like a cockroach in the dark going crazy when the light comes on......yes, I have seen them....freaky!
I think that the longer this goes on, the less likely I will ever get to see you. It makes me sad.
ReplyDeleteI did nothing wrong, yet it seems my entire life from here on out is completely Fuk'ed up. Maybe I can pull myself up and out, but maybe I won't. More time and cruelty has gone by than I ever expected. The family pride ends with me. I am ashamed.
ReplyDeleteI love you; I will not hurt you.
ReplyDeleteYou are more elegant with one movement of your little finger than even the most celebrated pianist from Juilliard. Your natural grace and style are a thing of beauty to behold! I am in awe!
ReplyDeleteWe were here so close to each other! I feel blessed!
ReplyDeleteI want to know you.
ReplyDeleteLet me love you; if you want, but let me take care of you!
ReplyDeleteMy dream is to fall asleep in your beautiful arms.
ReplyDelete....and love!
ReplyDeleteYou get good rest, okay? Be happy, sweet one!
ReplyDeleteThank you for giving meet dreams! xxo!
ReplyDeleteJust do what you can, when you can. I just miss you like mad. It has been so long.....
ReplyDeletehope to see you not too long off.....
ReplyDeleteI worry about my eyes and what it means. If I need surgery, I cannot have it done there at K. Somehow she would get involved and I would end up drooling into a cup forever after, or just sneeze and oops! There I go! Never having seen you again and then me 6 feet under! I imagine that is the plan. I see no one now anyway. My life feels over. I had planned to have some nice times.....I wanted that so much!
ReplyDeleteIf you got away, this terror could be over and the bad people would be gone. I would help you to enjoy life without fear.This cannot be it.
ReplyDeleteI am your follower, I follow your lead. Even if I never hear anything again.
ReplyDeleteI am trying to rest my eyes and brain for awhile, since I was angry earlier.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are okay.
ReplyDeleteYou are on my mind almost at all times. I am keeping you safe in my heart. If anyone harms you, I will go after them with a sad heart and a vengeful mind.
ReplyDeleteDoing my monthly Amazon business. It is less expensive (most of the time) than buying in the area. Just making Bezos richer, I guess.....oh well, someone should, I suppose!
ReplyDeleteSpoke with my mother tonight, but prior she warned me about not calling her between 7=8, because he shows are on. I think she said Jeopardy and something else I forgot. I was glad I got her answering macine so that she would have a record of me telling her to call me if she ever needed, or she could come here, after I get it ready, she said, "if that ever happens!" I am not exactly fast, but as I have said; it is hard to get people here to help, or any of those junk removal companies. I have gone through many of them, with no results. Oh well, little, by little with my own dumpsters from the complex.I am absolutely looking forward to going to a restaurant; even the one here in the complex. I have gotten take out, but it would be fun to hear the liveliness and laughter of the customers. As you know; I go nowhere, so some fun would be nice.
ReplyDeletebut, if I could see you, that would be all I would ever need.......
ReplyDeleteMy mother is always laughing. She also sounded so strong that it was encouraging. She was so thrilled that my son went there and took her stereo system, fixed it and brought it back. He is so smart, I am very proud of him. He would have made a great doctor, because he is so compassionate and lovely with older people; he did a great job with my great aunt and uncle, whereas I was with my great uncle on New Year's Eve and we laughed and had some sparkling wine and he was gone the next day! Crap! I felt hideous!!! I remember telling you and you were very comforting; I appreciated it. Another reason to love you. He at least saw the visiting nurse that night and gave him an Rx for cough syrup that he had a small bit of, but not close to the wine. Naturally I still think about it! But, we spoke French that night and joked and laughed so much! Next day men from the Neptune Society came to take him away. Nice people; they looked like Mormons, or 7th day Adventists who come to your door.
ReplyDeletehow are you feeling?
ReplyDeleteI wish I could see you.
Please don't take everything I say in my emails too seriously. I make them sound dire to make a point. I guess. I also panic very quickly. I hope what I have been saying to make this a better life and find justice. Please be okay and if not, let me know....yeah I know ......I hope you will stay in touch with me. I am on your side. Should I do something different? It is so difficult living this way. I don't know how you have done it. Sorry for being maybe too honest about you personally, maybe I was wrong, but I get so angry at her and I am so protective of you. Try and understand me. I am out of my depth with her craziness. I will fight for you, but if you don't want that, I won't; but I want you free. Help me help you. I write most things with sleep deprivation, so too much truth maybe. I love you so very much, but if I do things wrong I am sorry. I thought I was shown things for a reason. I have been treated like shit by people in authority, etc. I feel worse than wanting to die sometimes, but your sweetness kept me going. Don't ever not be my friend. You have been life to me for so long. Don't let them hurt you. If I ever do upset you it is my ignorance, but they want to hurt you. You are the one I want to love and take care of. Good morning, beautiful friend, I love!
ReplyDeleteI love you.
Those a-holes are not planning to let you go. That trial kinda fucked us both over and it still gives me nightmares. If it happens again, that seals your fate and mine, but more you than me. It just cannot happen again for anything good.
ReplyDeleteI miss you so much, I hurt. I hate thinking you might be suffering. Of course you are suffering. How could you not? You are my life and I think of you so often; I have a hard time thinking about anything else I would ever have on my mind. I would not want to have anything but you on my mind, or in my heart; you are pure joy..
ReplyDeleteI only want to hold you in my arms, warmly and tightly and hold you until your pain fades away.
ReplyDeleteDear Authorities,
ReplyDeletePlease, I am a senior woman who has been the victim of over 7 years of nightmare treatment due to the
intentional cruel attacks of Michael C. Guasco and the mentally ill Dr, Noushin Nicole Moayeri, Dr. Lukaszewicz's
former domestic partner. Guasco and Dr. Moayeri use me as a never ending punching bag! I have never once done
anything to deserve being treated this way! Since is was so random and no one bothered to find the truth, one can
only surmise that they did this to me as a scapegoat and to be certain I would not be able to help Dr. Lukaszewicz to
be able to live a free life from abuse, because A CROOKED ATTORNEY wants to give his client whatever her malignant
narcissist, crazy mind wants! What she wants is to torment me and eventually kill me. She will do the same to Dr. Lukaszewicz!
You have had the truth from me, from Dr. Lukaszewicz, but it has been ignored! You purposly have allowed
Dr. Lukaszewicz and myself to suffer in inhumane ways!
The people who cause criminal acts are ALLOWED TO DO IT! You who do nothing to END THIS are as guilty as any
of the criminals! Please correct the wrong being done to me and to Dr. Lukaszewicz and give us both our freedom!!
I will be certain those allowing the continued suffering will find themselves paying for it!
Sincerely,
Cheryl Petrovich
I was reading some of our old emails. They were sweet! I loved them! (well, it is because I loved/love You too!
ReplyDeleteI took a nap, for my eyes (they are still terrible) and the first thing I thought of was, "I adore him!" They are ALL fighting hard to keep you AS YOU ARE! I did not think as much why they wood, but the money must be flowing! Sweetie, we NEED to get you OUT! We need to get you protected! Keep my plan in your mind! I need to get some ID, so I can be ready to do the ultimate to protect you! I mean, I want us to keep each other safe! I had no idea that San Mateo County was so BAD! It is worse than damn Russia as far as rights go! IT IS ALL MONEY! Either marry me, or buy your way out! We NEED TO GO THE EXTRA MILE!
ReplyDeleteI told the ENTIRE DAs OFFICE, "Well, when Dr. Lukaszewicz hears about all those who refused to help him; he should SUE YOU ALL! WILLFUL NEGLIGENCE! They are all such fucked up clowns!
ReplyDeleteI told them, when I saw him in court, he looked like the textbook definition of someone who was being labor trafficked and that if we see anyone who looks like that to report it! I have been, but no one will do anything! I think that I may have my renter start being the one to ask for help for you; so if you see Michael Levine as a name, you know him.
ReplyDeleteSo, even thoughI was trying to explain your situation and that help was needed, he comes back with this gem:
ReplyDeleteOn Thu, Aug 4, 2022 at 6:52 AM Kevin Raffaelli wrote:
Ms. Petrovich,
As previously stated you are prohibited by a Restraining Order to harass Dr. Moayeri and Dr. Lukaszewicz, Law Enforcement will not be a means for you do so. Mr. Guasco is their attorney, Law Enforcement will not conduct an investigation into Attorney Guasco as another means for you to harass Dr. Moayeri and Dr. Lukaszewicz.
Can you BELIEVE THIS???!!! I give him EVERY REASON TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS NOT HIS ATTORNEY, AND IS A CROOK AND HE STILL THINKS I AM HARASSING HIM I WISH MY DOCTOR WERE ABLE TO SPEAK FOR HIMSELF!
What is the damn point of working your ass off to be successful, if it just attracts predators?
MY FRIEND NEEDS TO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM!
I just got finished sending emails! A LOT of writing, but not much else; hope springs eternal! Keep considering, proactive....
ReplyDeleteI adore you!
ReplyDeleteTruly I do!
I hope you feel well today! I hope you do well and feel well! I am writing in my sleep . I am loving you in my sleep! I wish you were here!
ReplyDeleteRUN!
ReplyDeleteI hate all the greedy LIARS! Just be proactive and survive! I would love to see you!
ReplyDeleteThe old emails made me laugh and miss you.
DeleteI left a message looking for help. I have been having a back and forth with someone at the DA's office and have finally gotten to the last explanation that nails whole ridiculous thing. 7 years for something so insane! I still don't know what better help will be found is just a plan of escape; otherwise look forward to another 7 years of status quo, unless the end happens first. I would so love to have things back to better than normal soon, but only if DIY is incorporated. Hugs and love!
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1:17 PM (7 minutes ago)
to swagstaffe, Richard, DDAVIS, kraffaelli
So, basically, there was/is too much wrong with this entire RESTRAINING ORDER thing to just accept any of it to be true. Mr. Guasco came along, sold himself to Kaiser as a contract attorney, obviously to make money, and then he proceeded to take away rights we (any of use, even from the supposed Plaintiff) should have had to use. There was never any A-Z; it just started at Z from the premise that I was guilty, not innocent until proven guilty! That is what is wrong with TROs, because most of it is behind the scenes and the accused is blindsided for most of it. My doctor is NOT the restraining order type, plus I got 3 different handwriting experts to say that his signature was forged. That IMMEDIATELY VOIDS A RESTRAINING ORDER TO PREVENT THIS VERY KIND OF DECEIT FROM HAPPENING!To me, the larger burden of proof should be on the accuser, because they are coming from the weaker position, especially since my doctor was railroaded/forced into accepting the role of Plaintiff. In court, he refuted the entire premise, as do I. There is no proof for the need for a TRO in my case, nor a restraining order at all, but there rarely is in a TRO, because it is generally an emergency situation to protect against violence and fast action for safety reasons is a necessity, but Mr. Guasco wanted to speed things up, not out of a necessity for safety, (GIVING GIFTS IS HARDLY A REASON FOR A TRO, OR ANY R.O. AT ALL! MR. GUASCO COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE to use as a reason for a TRO; it is laughable, BUT HE STILL GOT IT PUSHED THROUGH! I HAVE BEEN RAILROAD AND STILL PUT INTO JAIL, but because he wanted to hurry things through, so he would not have to show any legal prowess, because he is greatly lacking in the legal knowledge, or skills area; (his prowess is Kaiser's money and those weak enough to accept it in lieu of evidence, or truth). I do not believe this is a one time incident; I believe he has decided that using a TRO to blindside his victims, would be his new income stream. He is using the same method as he used when he was supposed to kick expensive patients off KAISER'S list of insurance patients to save them money! That must be an ongoing situation, since the healthcare act does not allow people with prior health issues to be refused insurance, even the very ill, or handicapped, so they are kicked off later and as attorney Mr. John W. Busman said, Mike Guasco was filing an inordinate amount of TROs for normal use and situations, but he was illegally framing them to get them a TRO and out of Kaiser! (Lucky them!) Guasco also had/has Kaiser filing a lot of frivolous legal suits. http://socallawblog.blogspot.com/2016/02/is-kaiser-hospital-pursuing-frivolous.html
ReplyDeleteThere should be an investigation done by the DA's office. Mr. Guasco uses TROs as a template and as long as he gets key officers of the court such as judges etc; to go along, he can use that template to scam doctors and their companies who force them to go along, like Kaiser is doing to Dr. Lukaszewicz, under threat, to go along against me, so they can keep surgeon, Dr. Moayeri happy. But with Dr. Lukaszewicz, they have gone one step further and began labor trafficking him to make his life appear normal, just to make a narcissistic woman, who wants his life to go along the way she wants, so naturally she keeps him under lock and key and camera, so her twisted, criminal mind is happy. That is NOT how our society should work, unless we all want to live like a Mafia colony, with people living under threat and bribe, while our system of Justice and Democracy disappear! Trump tried that and hopefully he will go down and find a life in prison! He is also apparently a narcissist too. He, like Dr. Moayeri, thinks that the world is their oyster and they can lure people in key roles to facilitate their ILLEGAL plans! I happen to be a citizen of a country where that concept is abhorrent to me because I happen to like Democracy, not a place where everything runs on money and threats!
Mike Guasco's greed is a cancer on our system of Justice and it IS YOUR JOB to INVESTIGATE AND ERADICATE IT! Make certain Dr. LUKASZEWICZ is SAFE, FREE and able to LIVE THE LIFE HE WANTS! DO NOT FACILITATE A DECENT PERSON'S DEMISE TO HELP A DRUG DEALING SCUMBAG, CANCER ON DEMOCRACY, MIKE C. GUASCO, END UP KILLING DR. LUKASZEWICZ, to KEEP GUASCO'S ILLEGAL SECRETS SAFE! NOTHING WILL STOP ME, NOT YOUR ABSURD SOUNDING RATIONALIZATIONS FOR NOT HELPING HIM, NOR USING INVALID PROTOCOLS FOR AN INVALID RESTRAINING ORDER! IT IS EVIL and YOU KNOW IT! STOP IT BEFORE YOU GET MIXED IN WITH MIKE GUASCO'S ILLEGAL SCHEMES AND END UP DISGRACED and DR. LUKASZEWICZ DIES! FREE HIM NOW!!! What Guasco has been doing by undermining the Court and our system of JUSTICE, is TANTAMOUNT TO TREASON! STOP HIM NOW!
I am waiting for an office to call me back to possibly call me back. I was up early, due to a phone call by a medical office to my renter, so I need to rest for a bit..
ReplyDeletePlease give me a reason to smile. Down in the dumps seems to be my natural go to position.
ReplyDeleteAt least I can think about loving you. I am just sad that I may never See you again I am getting bashed for asking them to help you. I am being told that I am being harassing of you and the abuser. That office must be getting a shit load of money! Did I miss the fact that it is you who are next in line for the throne? You are so elegant and refined. I wouldn't be surprised. I love your sweet heart and all of you. I hope you can escape, let me help. Bless you and keep you safe. I don't want to disappoint anyone, but especially not "B". Maybe we could meet where she is someday. She kept me going for so long......I promised to keep you safe, but suppose I underestimated the enemy.
I would do anything for you, dear one!
I must sleep! When I erased everything on my form; I got serious! So, I will finish it later after rest and send it to a process server and wait. I was completely down in the dumps, but I am grabbing myself upward and upward! Wish me luck, darling one! Bless you! BIG HUGS!
ReplyDeleteHe seems to feel entitled, so not much is moving forward. I do not feel good and I want to feel better soon. I need your advice, but you cannot see my mess, unless you can just ignore temp uck. I had such a lot of work I did for a long time when I moved from my home in Sunnyvale, then when I moved to Millbrae with my great aunt and uncle's stuff. Their garage was loaded nearly to the ceiling. I jumped in, hired dumpster after dumpster and got it cleared out. You know, I have fallen apart for the last 7 years. For the first 4, I cried everyday at a very intense level. I have lost energy at the same time. I hope I can get this new place for help, they do damages. I think you could do well with them too. I think you need to get away from the bad guys and get people who are on your side. I just get meanness from people, because I know I am being smeared. K money is fuc'ing everything up. It is not fair. I may want to fix everything up here and sell, but then again it is a great location and prices are going up. My problems have punched me in the gut. I think if those bad people feel pressured, they may pull a bad sudden move and do you a real permanent nasty, like "B"? so we need to jump and surprise. I am so worried they dug themselves in way too deep and won't trust you and panic. I am going to need answers, please? I want to keep you alive and better; happy. See, I come from a different position than anyone else, because I love you. I will take risks for you, but I am panicking. Just jump when you can, soon please? Don't be your own worst enemy!
ReplyDeleteI just wish I could know what the details are so I could be more convincing that you need protection.
ReplyDeleteDid she do surgery on you w/o your permission? If I can say that; no one would deny you help.That is what I figured you were indicating the last day I saw you. I didn't want to make assumptions, so I just took what I was shown and let it be what it was. It didn't matter terribly, because I love you no matter what. I just understood that I love you; nothing could change that.
ReplyDeletePlease give me a 1 for yes, 2 for no. I will ask you on the post page.
ReplyDeletePlease give me a 1 for yes, 2 for no. I will ask you on the post page.
ReplyDeleteI want to be certain the court stuff against her is what you really want. She is awful, and tried to seriously harm me but I need to know you want it. You should, but it is traumatic.ly
ReplyDeleteOkay, let's get you free and normal and see what can be done you need protection. I miss you horribly.
ReplyDeleteI would so love to take care of you, because I love you so.....
ReplyDeleteI need to understand why things/people are so against me. I believe the attorney has his own agenda of big bucks paid to him by her, or someone. It is sick and unAmerican! They need to know from you what you have suffered. Tell the woman who calls there/you there has been much abuse that has harmed you. You MUST get away!
ReplyDeleteHi dear one! I have gotten a letter that could well end up putting me in jail for no reason. I could end up getting 3 years and end up with a felony! It is outrageous!
ReplyDeleteA woman who was grateful for her caring doctor and friend! This is what is called a living nightmare! Of course,
I still love him and would do anything for him! He is everything to me!
I need to know that he will back it if he has papers that get both crooks out of his life, sent in.
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ReplyDeletelive. If he approves of the papers being filed, I know "B' will be happy. Helping you was all she wanted. Me too. Please don't let them beat you and kill you. A number 10 all at once, would have me file the papers to your safety.
I could get rid of them all, if I can be assured you will back me! DON'T YOU WANT TO BE FREE? Think they will EVER DO THAT ON THEIR OWN? NO! OF COURSE NOT!
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ReplyDeleteI am so tired of hurting. I know you must hurt terribly too. I am writing what I can about the abuse I am figuring has been suffered. I really wish I knew for certain. I hate that you hurt; I panic terribly I hyperventilate. I feel so awful that my insides feel like they they pass out at times if i think about it too long. I am compassionate, but not if you are hurting and being hurt. I cannot forgive cruelty toward you. I love you and will die if you are taken
ReplyDeleteYou are my favorite person in the world, to borrow a phrase Justin Trudeau said about Queen Elizabeth. I feel that way to my death and beyond.
ReplyDeleteI can never stop adoring you. You are the love of my life!
DeleteMaybe I will die in jail........
Delete"It's by far the hardest thing I have ever done thing, to be so in love in love with you and so alone".....`John Denver......it could have been me writing that...........
DeleteHow did this happen? It is because of their greed and my lack of it. I look at life through rose colored glasses and think people are honest, which opens me up to predators. I never thought predators would attack in this way. These predators mean serious criminal business. Their victims MUST do everything possible to escape their criminal activity. i think, as I said; fight fire with fire!
ReplyDeleteI will try and get thing done and going today, or at least tomorrow. My roomate/renter will drive things and mail some. I would love you to do a change or attorney......
ReplyDeleteWill you do a change?
ReplyDeletethat number made me think yes. 9
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ReplyDeleteas long as gather enough papers to put with it.......tomorrow......
ReplyDeleteI have been finding more things to help me, so I will utilize them. Parts are difficult to understand, so my renter bought a membership to a group that should have answers and help me do things correctly. I am also looking at examples. I am getting near. Keep hope dear one ! I am happy for your friend's willingness to help. (Michael Levine) He will always come through in a pinch. He is a nice guy; glad I met him. Take good care; keep a prayer for us all! Hugs and much love!
ReplyDeleteThe more I find out, the more feel strangled. Why do crazies have to be so insistent on their own way? No one else matters to them.
ReplyDeleteI will get something helpful done today. ILY
ReplyDeleteCome back later. Please? I need to ask you the questions again. Love
ReplyDeleteI need to know for certain if a person who helps you will be backed if questioned?
ReplyDeletePlease? I got extra time, so thoughts crept in where I had been certain. Please say yes.
ReplyDeleteThat yes is a 1. Thanks!
DeleteI am writing a declaration of facts of what happened.
DeleteI am going to put my declaration with my R.O. to him. Then I will do one to her. Wondering if you want one to her soon? When my driver goes to deliver things directly; it could go for her too, or I might mail it, so it can take place in your area, ot if you think that area is too tainted. I think it has all been bought. It is all been illegally done, so it is a hard place to go. You need R.O.s Also a substitution of attorney.
ReplyDeleteJust bought this. I do seem to do best with HP, so I wanted to give this one a try.
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I am going to have a lot of writing, so I need reliable copier. I plan to put my copiers to rest if I get to see you again. I could not think of anything better in life. You.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are well, darling one. I am reading emails from the false legal attacks on me. It hurts. I hope anyone in my position, or worse will prevail; this is hideous.
ReplyDeleteI spoke w/a law office in New Jersey, but they work nationwide.
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ReplyDeleteSomeone keeps knocking at my door. I am never going to answer. Prob from the horrible man......
ReplyDeleteI am so tired, worn out. I keep worrying about BC, but may not. It may be depression. Please keep up your spirits & so will I. Love always to you.
ReplyDeleteI always wondered how well a person could do by moping around and not really living and barely breathing from the sadness I felt by missing you. It is the saddest story of the ages; being ripped away from the love of your life.
ReplyDeleteI hope your papers were done correctly. Soon you should be free and someone else not. If all goes well; he will soon be out of your life. All I have ever wanted is your happiness. "Are you happy?" you asked me. I knew you were telling me you were not. I loved you even more right then. I ached for you.
You suffer with such dignity.
DeleteI will mention things soon, but in a bit.
ReplyDeleteAnything you get back will be sent to your home. Grab the mail.
ReplyDeleteI will have the notice delivered.
ReplyDeleteI will get a stamped copy from the ct. & have someone go from there to get it to the proper destination. I will get it going after Mon to get my mailed papers to the ct.
ReplyDeleteit said 5-7 days and it was day before yesterday. so I will keep checking to see if/when they get there.
good to use old posts like this, because too much for others to go to or through w/o knowing where to go.
ReplyDeleteI have put a notice on my front door announcing I am in quarantine, no one will bug me.......
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ReplyDeleteI am so sorry; I am going to try to get things understood; maybe my brain is needing to be understood by resting. I am falling apart.
ReplyDeleteI just think that it has been going on too long and I am short of strength
ReplyDeleteand long on worry and sadness. I love you.
I keep getting in trouble for things I don't do, or say. That isn't fair. It will kill me. He needs to stop the abuse and so does she. It is criminal.
ReplyDeleteWrote today
ReplyDeleteDear Honorable Judge of the Superior Court,
I have been a patient of Dr. Gregory C. Lukaszewicz since late 2013. We had a very pleasant relationship and it became mutually beneficial of
friendliness and cooperation. I have always appreciated his concern for my medical welfare and general welfare. He always made life happy and
feel protected. I wrote emails and he always returned them by emailing me on a same, or equal basis and tone. It became the most pleasant
experience of my life as did he. He was the part of my life I looked forward to each day. One day he asked me if I were happy. I was basically
noncommittal, but I had turned into a recluse after my husband drowned while going out sailing in the San Francisco Bay, so enjoyment of life was
on the back burner; I enjoyed how my days went a long as they were, with Dr. Lukaszewicz as being my first my welcoming of the day. It was a
nice, pleasant life of quiet harmony. I felt as if he were my guardian angel and kept me from any un-pleasantries anywhere at Kaiser. It felt like I
was in a protected world. I had not felt protected for a long time, but now it felt magic. At one point, I thought it would be nice to thank Dr.
Lukaszewicz on a higher level; so I every so often would bring him a thank you gift. His level of happiness encouraged me to feel like continuing
the pleasant attitude of making a helpful, caring person feel appreciated. I could tell that people started following me around at Kaiser and making
me feel stocked. I ended up with a psychiatrist who was pushed off on to me as being "someone nice to talked to." I soon found out she, Marija M.
Petrovic was not nice; she had been a friend of Dr. Noushin Nicole Moayeri who was Dr. Lukaszewicz's former domestic partner and Petrovich e
did not waste time interrogating me about Dr. Lukaszewicz and discovered my secret feelings about him and gave them to Dr. Moayeri.
ReplyDeleteThe psy decided I was not liking her much and began to be abusive toward me, so she made phone calls to me telling me that my kind
ReplyDeleteDr.Lukaszewicz, hated me and that I embarrassed him. She must have used mental manipulation, because I fell into a suicidal frame of mind.
Dr. Lukaszewicz called me for a regular phone visit and I spent the visit apologizing to him and sobbing. He knew I was feeling vulnerable and he
had people call me throughout the day to keep me checked up on and safe; even Sergeant Stephen Pettit called to ask me about when we were
going to watch traffic. The week, or so before, I got the restraining order for giving my doctor a few "unwanted" gifts that my doctor kept and for
which he wrote me thank you emails, also called me to say thank you. I had been given a diagnosis of a terribly infected gall bladder, which needed
removal; I asked the ER doctor if Dr. Lukaszewicz could observe the surgery, since he was a brilliant Harvard surgeon & I trust him with my life.He
did observe my surgery and my doctor, David Li, said he had been there & saw my "fatty liver!" My floor nurse said that Dr. Lukaszewicz came to
check on me, but I was saw still out from the anesthesia. He did all that to keep me safe, yet he gave me a TRO right afterward? I don't think so.
happened; he came to keep me safe and Mike Guasco & Dr. Moayeri gave ME a RESTRAINING ORDER after the surgery! It had nothing to do
with Dr. Lukaszewicz disliking my thoughtful gifts for his hard work for me; NO, DR. MOAYERI AND MIKE GUASCO LIED, DISRESPECTED THE
COURT JAILED ME and ARE TRYING TO USE FALSE CONTEMPT CHARGES TO JAIL ME AGAIN!! SAN MATEO COURT IS AFTER ME FOR
GUASCO'S LIES! GUASCO & MOAYERI SHOULD NEVER BE ALLOWED TO DO THIS AGAIN! OVER 7 YEARS I HAVE SUFFERED ALONG
DR. LUKASZEWICZ, AND NOW THEY ARE SERIOUSLY TRYING TO HARM ME! OCTOBER 6 I AM SUPPOSED TO GO TO SAN MATEO
COURT FOR FELONIES! I ASKED FOR A CHANGE OF VENUE, SINCE I LIVE IN GUALALA, BUT I HAVE GOTTEN NO RESPONSE!
The only ones who acted in an illegal and terrorizing way, have been those who profess upstanding values and laws, while also claiming to be
keeping me away from acquiring legal assistance. The only "legal" help I ever got was from Bar Assn programs and two did nothing but scream at
me & NOTHING HELPFUL AT ALL!
I have MS and vision problems, so have a hard time seeing and balance difficulties. I am also low financially.
Do you have any idea how much I love you?
ReplyDeleteI am not even sure how much I love you!
I don't think it can be measured!
ReplyDeleteMy love is enough for me to risk my safety for you. It would have to be VERY risky for me to fail you: it would have to be physically IMPOSSIBLE!
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GREGORY LUKASZEWICZ VS. CHERYL PETROVICH
01/14/2016 (43) Unlimited Other Petition (Not Spec) Judgment
Superior Court of California, County of San Mateo
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GREGORY LUKASZEWICZ vs. CHERYL PETROVICH
07/30/2020 (43) Unlimited Other Petition (PJ Assignment) Judgment
PETROVICH, CHERYL
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GREGORY LUKASZEWICZ VS. CHERYL PETROVICH
01/14/2016 (43) Unlimited Other Petition (Not Spec) Judgment
PETROVICH, CHERYL J.
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SCS128972
CHERYL J. PETROVICH VS FIRESTONE,ETAL
09/10/2013 Small Claims $5,001 - $10,000 Closed
Petrovich, Cheryl Jan XX/XX/XXXX
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22-NM-010872-A
Petrovich, Cheryl Jan
09/06/2022 Complaint Active
21-AD-000005
The People of the State of California vs. Cheryl Jan Petrovich
08/23/2021 Criminal Appeal Misdemeanor Closed
19-NM-005389-A
Petrovich, Cheryl Jan
04/23/2019 Complaint Adjudicated
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