I just meant that even though you and I have been through Hell and I love you more than I ever knew was possible, everything is in your hands. I can only hope you will care for me back. Just please let me know you. You are so very special to me, you are what I think of as my soul mate. Hope that doesn't sound weird.

I get myself all wound up talking to myself and worrying. Anyway, please see me again. I make a better impression in person; this is basically therapy.

I love your smile.