I have no choice but to fight, since that horrible man said he could keep bad things going forever. I cannot just sit back and allow that. I hope that is understandable. I have no choice. Believe me, I would rather be having a nice life, than dealing with this all of the time. I would rather be taking care of you and making you happy.  Tell me what you want me to do and I will follow it, but until then, I must fight! These are cruel, untrustworthy people, who want me dead.