I am basically writing my thoughts. It helps me vent my sadness, anger, my pain and my heartache. I have nothing to rely upon but myself, it seems. I have my set-backs and my strong times, but basically, I am someone who is recuperating from a terrible attack. I am doing my best. I tend to brush things off, but when I also worry for someone else, I am worse for wear. I do become despondent, but then pull myself back up again. It is a daily battle.