I honestly never thought my life would go in this direction. It has had its moments that is for certain. I am sorry for anything I have done, or said in my confusion, or anger. My only excuse is terror, sadness extreme emotion and sadness. I also miss you so very much and have been so worried that I did whatever I could remotely. Now, I write to powers that be, my suggestions, advice....demands.... as usual, the response has been less than I would like, but hopefully it has all been taken into consideration. (It is funny, because now, as I am writing, the voice in my head, narrating is Hugh Grant, or Emma Thompson, not sure...ever notice how similar they sound and have a very similar acting style? Of course in the movie with Sarah Jessica Parker, one of them had to stifle their fake-stutter-passing-as-acting, habit in order to not tire the ears of the audience too much. He uses his in a self-deprecatory manner, she, in an attempt to convey astonishment, or fear. Brilliant! (HA!)   It has served them well, but move on! 
Now, as I mentioned, I have moved on to bingeing on UK Antiques Roadshow, straining my bandwith. The crew now feels like family and I must add them to my Christmas card list.

Anyway, I still remember YOU quite fondly....and more and miss the stuffing out of you! Hugs! Let me know when the war is over! Hugs!