IWYW

 You know you hold my heart. Situations like this make honesty of feelings come out, but maybe they can be annoying if they are too much; I am not usually like that, but I have been rather shocked and things were abrupt and I was turned into an absolute demon, for what reason, I don't know; who could believe that pile of garbage, whatever is being said?? I have been beaten and confused. I mean that one judge just made me sound like the devil on Earth, but WHY? I know, "SHE" needed someone to blame for whatever she decided. I really don't expect much in return. I just give and feel loving toward you. You are so wonderful; I want whatever your wishes may be.