I miss my Range Rover. It was the vehicle that I was driving when my angel saved me from breaking down in a scary area around 4 am, or so.  Quite an amazing experience. The Jerks from the HOA lured me to park it where it could towed.  I had no funds to retrieve it. Many small sadnesses that nag at me, but the biggest sadness is losing you. Often I feel like I am enduring a daily punch in the gut. Just one more to add to the pile of torment.
Hope I sleep in long and well.
You too. Sending love and hugs.