If I hadn't moved so far away, I might have been tempted to go somewhere hoping to catch a peek at you. I wish I hadn't had to sell my house, but I got myself in an untenable situation. It has been made into an eyesore. It used to be the lovely house at the crest of the hill, but now, ugh! I put a lot of fruit trees in the back yard. I saw it advertised as such. I put so much new building/renovation into it, but it was just torn down. It has been such a gut wrenching few years. I would give up anything just to know you again. That was worse than anything. Seeing if you wrote to me was the only reason I got up in the morning. Even one word from you, made my day outstanding. I keep writing to keep from despair. Sometimes I can't even think about things, so I don't sink down in and feel unable to climb back out. You saved me many times. You are someone a person could not just get over. You are a solid part of me. I don't want to be boring, so I will not go on about how much I love you. I will save it for another time....perhaps dessert. 🌹