You know of course, that no matter how I feel about you, you don't have to feel the same about me. I am not so desperate that I cannot be a friend only. I know I am not special and would never try to be any more than was wanted to anyone. I never did. I had to write what got me by. Maybe that attorney cannot control himself, but I can. He certainly projects his own behavior, or feelings onto others. I never behaved badly at all, as you know.