What is life if you cannot be close to someone you love? Nothing. I finally found the one who opened my heart, then......gone. Seeing you again, would be like witnessing a miracle. I have missed you so terribly, I couldn't even allow myself to dream about you much.

Why were so many people so intensely involved? I had no motive to take anything from you, or them. I just loved seeing you smile and being happy. Love took me over; I was unaware of anything else. I always waited to see you, or hear from you; I never came there to see you without a reason, but when allowed. Life had a purpose.

They tried to make me into a monster. In doing that, they revealed the monster in themselves, not me.