If you have any questions, please give me a chance to answer them. I have done the best I could with a terrible situation. I had some incredibly difficult times. My love for you kept me going, my prayers gave me encouragement. They gave me faith that you would be safe, but I promised I would do all I could to be certain that happened.
If people don't want other people to freak out, they should tell them what is going on. I knew it wasn't a real R.O. I never lost my faith in you. You are the one I will always love and in whom I will never lose faith. I want to spend as much time with you as possible. I so enjoy everything about you. I don't want to talk about anything but you, not what went on with the obscenity.

I want to absorb you. You are my absolute delight.


I also wanted to say that I could not find an attorney (someone made certain of that) so I had to use ancillary help, such as a P.I. who just collected all info he could find and handwriting experts. I did what I could with what I had.  I had so many sad, hard times. I still feel sad. I will feel sad, until I see you again. That will be the day my life begins again. You are the one I love.