I still feel this way...

"Reaching Out"~
You never really think about death
until
you lose the most wonderful person
you were ever blessed to know

The difference is
the most
wonderful
person I ever knew is still
alive...
somewhere
out of my reach,
out of my sight,
out of the
range of my voice
and the desperate
beat of my heart

He made the life in me
the life in others too
His ripple reached out to
all those in need
and beyond

The glow of the setting sun
and mystery of
the gently illuminating
crescent moon
casting
dazzling ornaments
on a mirror sea
can't
match the wonder
of the beauty
of his soul

His soft touch
and caring
demeanor
flowed out
into a magical
wave of sanctified energy
and
soothing aura
of a calm haze of
blue and purple
flecked with a
dusting of gold
and silver

He made my eyes see beyond reality

beyond

the limitations of my mind

I was the clay of life in raw essence form
eagerly awaiting his encouraging
smile
and penetrating gaze
to guide me on
into a more
perfect
day
to
come

~Haviva

(With love, to G, My Muse)