There is nothing that would stop me from caring for and about you. Life has not been nice without you. I am sorry about my outburst. It has been 5 years of brutality and false law with people being told I am not a nice person. They did everything to try and crush me. I must admit, I was crushed when I was rejected. I guess I reached a threshold. I have withstood so much. I believed you, so I did not understand. I know you would not purposely hurt me, but I still reacted badly. At least I am not someone who threatens and hurts innocent people without a care, no remorse and who holds someone prisoner. That is called an abusive, narcissistic, unhinged criminal. They rarely change their ways.