I am buying my organic foods and juices online. I try and make the juices last the month. The prices are better than the stores here (2) and more organic selection. Certain things cost more online, but that is fine. My renter gets things for me.

I worry the cancer is real and that those cruel people frightened me to keep me from getting treatment. Dr. Moon was absolutely Nazi playbook material. She seemed to be very comfortable with inflicting torture.  I spoke with the clinic at the end of the driveway here (basically) and they will see about getting me some diagnostics. There is a women's specialist.

It would be lovely to have you here at some point, if you will. As I mentioned, I have saved the master bedroom for you. I just need to clear out storage and primp up the bathroom. I actually use a vintage lounge chair as my bed in the living room. 

I want you to see how nice the ocean looks with the moon shining on it and the beauty of it during the day.

You make me so happy, but I do get anxious.

Love.