It will be great to know things again. Being in the dark was the most difficult way to live a life. Having people I never would have expected to treat me badly was so strange. I actually began ignoring it when people said odd things to me. A doctor in the ER screamed at me, and asked (yelled at) me if I were there for drugs and I just said, "no, but I would like another doctor." She went away and came back and said it was fine and that she would help me. (That drug bit was funny, since I avoid drugs; I had none after the surgery I'd had.) Another time, a doctor came up to me in a hallway and said he was so honored to meet me. It was nice, but strange that the doctor knew me and said such a thing; I had never met him. So, I have been through a lot of oddball stuff and was never enlightened. I started thinking that maybe it was all a test to be able to see if I could live with bizarre circumstances for some reason, like someone was trying to convince me that someone was crazy and it was like they were seeing if I could handle it. For one thing I don't listen to that from anyone but the person themselves and for another, love does not bail on  difficulties. We are all different and I embrace it.  It is interesting and exciting!  I already was in love, nothing was ever going to change that. I even had the lie detection done and it was dead on! I was happy I'd had it done, but it made others put the screws on me a lot harder.
This entire thing ended up being love/good triumphing over evil. It was a miserable ordeal, but I felt good about it. I just worried for you. I am very honest about how I feel, but can only speak for myself. I merely ask for a chance to know you and for you to know me again, if you desire.  What I know, I dearly love.