I called a storage place that has a couple of spaces available, so if I cannot find something closer, I will go there. I need to find a truck and hopefully my renter will help with the muscle work. I have put off clearing out the house long enough. If I need to get a loan for taxes, I need to have it cleared out.  I had so many storage places in Millbrae. But, not much space here. I have worked for so long, such a huge amount of time and dumpsters, charity runs, I was just worn out. I was pretty much mentally worn out too. I had to have time each night to howl out in sadness and pain. (No, it just happened w/o notice, but what a rough time.) It still sneaks up on me.  No one expected me to survive to see you again. I kind of have that mentality hanging over me, so a blanket of dread lingers to pounce on me when I least expect it.