I am really in the mood to laugh with you. (My BD message is further down a different page.) I have been looking forward to seeing you so much! I loved it when we were laughing about the book. I am tired of missing you. This has been absolutely Draconian! If this were my celebration, I would save up all year and do endless fun things and treats for you. I have loads of things stashed around the house from times when I thought it was going to be over, etc. It was unfair and awful. You know I adore you, so never feel like you cannot see me. It is funny how I have done nothing wrong, yet have been vilified and beaten to a pulp, while they have done nothing legal/honest, and go off on their smarmy little lives. They are ALL CRIMINALS, yet I was the one who went to jail! They made it ALL UP! It is creepy when you think about all they did, tried to do and are STILL trying to do to me! No one should be around such evil, desperate people! You should write it all down, give it to an attorney, not.....and place a copy in another secret location, then let everyone know about it, so they leave you alone. I so badly want to keep you safe. You feel like a part of me. Maybe it sounds corny, but I used to say I could hear you speaking to me, even when no words were spoken. It was so amazing and exciting. I trust you implicitly and I love you madly. (But I am not forward, no matter how I feel.)
Hugs and love, Haviva.